oblivion

2007-02-20T04:06:00.000-08:00

HEY! i`ve decided to move to livejournal.

but might be updating at times!

ehm url. http://moilesmots.livejournal.com

AHHA. CHEERS.

2007-01-26T21:31:00.000-08:00

AHAHAH. HELLO!

i`m back. just came back after the SATS thing. =) long hours man!

thank god thats finally over. and the chemistry test on friday too! wasn`t as easy as ms toh said! but ah well, who cares right. since its over and there`s like no point crying abt spilled milk. next one is econs. more writing. till my hands would hurt. TSK

caught a movie with desmond and shawn on fridayy. the show was. . . .NOT that interesting yeah? LOL. only the ending was unexpected. thank god wasn`t late for choir, my wallet won`t be able to take it!

quite lazy to blog actually. the weather now is freaking nice pls. making me wanna slp. but i can`t cause i`m HUNGRYYY

enough for nw! more nxt time!

2007-01-08T02:57:00.000-08:00

someone once told me the longest wait is not created by the amount of time passed, but by your mind.

this year is really the year to focus. it`s kindof make or break. i`m ever so determined to make it, if not all my effort, though not alot, would be for naught. hey, it kindof rhymes.

ah! so many resolutions. wonder if i`ll see them through.

you know that day when my class did the johari`s window thing, your friend from your group was supposed to write something abt you. yeah, claudia wrote something that made me think. she wrote ' i think you aren`t what you seem ' hahaa. which i think it`s totally true. i guess everyone has a facade they hide behind of at times. just that, for me, i can`t really identify which is real and not anymore. i finally reasoned to myself that i`d probably be the REAL me doing something i like best or with someone close. hahaha. wth.

imagine losing yourself in the process of. . . whatever man. i guess theres just so many different sides to me. so maybe all are REAL, just that i take whatever mood strikes me at the particular point of time. LOL. kindof like changing clothes, thinking of the theme for the particular day.

ah! i`m so tired. PE is like tiringggg.

okaye, take care pple!

japan part one!

2007-01-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

Haha. Finally decided to blog abt the trip. =) i`m scared that if I wait too long to blog, the memories will disappear slowly, just like bubbles in a bath tub.

11th December. 12th December too!
Arrived at the airport nearly bursting with excitement. The atmosphere was electrifying—like a loose wire working through the crowd, spreading the high voltages everywhere with due speed. Checked in, and took a group photo of the whole choir. Boarded the plane, sat with joey andd wingki. Couldn`t slp all night! Was watching some quite boring movie. Yeah, and my chair couldn`t be pushed all the way back, due to some pple`s long legs. Ahaha. Spent the remainder of the flight talking (: we saw the beautiful sky, the various myriad of colours dancing upon the windowplane, inviting us, enticing.

Finally touched down at Fukuoka airport. Talked crap to Huili Jirong and Darrell—who would be my crap-mates for the entire trip. Muahaha. Soon we were separated into our different groups to get into our respective coaches. The bulk of the guys were in coach TWO. The air was damn refreshing! Opened the windows of the coach to feel COLD. Haha. We were en route Mt Aso, tuas quite a long journey there. A lot of pple started slpinggg! Wth. Ahah. So Mikhail had a bright idea, we(me, him plus alloy) decided to guess what colour the truck driver would wear, as in the t-shirt. Prior to seeing it. it entertained us for alil while. Den we all started to drift off to sleep.

Japan is really a place filled with the omnipresent colour : grey. It`s sucha EMO colour. Though, somehow, with the splashes of the hue, orange and yellow, the land seems to burst aflame with character. Luminescent wonders. Absolutely gorgeous, quaint houses and spectacular scenery. Arrived at Mt Aso, and had lil time to really explore. We were all starving by lunchtime.

Pictures of our food is on yahoo groups I think. haha

Spent almost the whole day traveling. Alternating between sleeping and talking. Was quite late when we arrived at the Kyusen-do Lime Stone Cave. Everyone was relieved to get off the coach. Huili and xuelian started taking sneaky shots of pple, and even backward shots. Quite spastic. The whole place was full of our shouts. Darrell was like entertaining me with his kuku-ness. The place was filled with staircases! Omg. Climb like crazy ahahha. Started getting hot in the cave.

It was night when we left the cave. Funny how the nights there arrive much quicker. Creeping in, when we least expect it. the coach ride back was full of ghost stories, courtesy of the guys who started it. who kept making me and xuelian scared. STUPID! Telling us superstitious tales, and things to do before entering a hotel room. Freaked us out. Had choir practice before dinner. Sang carols. Poor Yanting had sore throat! Had to find a partner of an opposite sex. Aloy came to find me, but ms ong said we can`t partner due to HEIGHT differences! Ahahha. Wth. Trying t say i`m short la pls! in the end partnered with Darrell. When he`s like taller than aloy! Okaye, so we had to do this dumb exercise. The person must hold the other persons stomach and back, like a burger. And tilt the person. While the one being tilted has to sing. Damn challenging pls. I obviously couldn`t hold Darrell when it was my turn to.

HAH. Hmms, had to look the person in the eye while singing too. Which was quite awkward. HOW TO? Haha. Oh, and we kept singing the verses with the wrong words. Or rather, I sang funny words. Ahaha! Kept laughing. Had dinner too! Pictures of dinner.

Went to the hot spring. The girls and guys had different allocated times? Yeahh. IT WAS HOT. Ahha. Ur ass really will feel like its burning when you try sitting in the water. The outdoor hotspring was nice. With the cold air above, and the warm water below. Bliss =)

Girls had more choir practices after the hot spring. Rushed like mad. Aha. Ehm. Lazy to blog already! Ahha. More next time! On the rest of the days!

2006-12-18T05:32:00.000-08:00

OMG! ahhaha
i remembered my password!

a lengthy post abt japan coming up! =)

2006-11-09T00:56:00.000-08:00

haha. i`ve thought of closing down this blog. it`s devoid of privacy, though it would kindof render me completely unreachable to people whom i am not as closed to in reality. people who i don`t get to see in my daily life. lol. its some kindof irony actually.

anyhow, life has certainly changed.

the promos are over for one. life is still alil stressful, albeit in a different light. there`s like choir consuming most of my time, and still the many PW stuff to contend with. wanted to work with des and all but couldn`t get committed. LOL. money is nt enough motivation for me huh.

in choir, you know i really don`t exactly LOVE sectionals. though i know its definitely essential. perhaps it`s just that the reality of being a 'mentor' hits me. and there`s the sense of immense responsibility too. one wrong beat or timing or note off the keyboard or piano and i`m rendering the choir open to disharmony amongst the chords. i`m in the process of learning to teach better, and with more patience too, and all the crap of teaching a large group. hahaha. certainly not like dunearn choir, where sectionals were alot easier due to the song selection.

i love combined though. even the scoldings, for they make us fear. they make us cower and feel like we haven`t done enough, or practiced enough. i sure hope they make my entire section feel this way. haha. okaye fine, at least my sop2s. LOL

whats overcome me to write abt choir. tsk.

perhaps since thats abt what my life revolves around with, coupled with those pw stuff and those meetings with friends. oh, and SHOPPING. but thats abt it. haha. not to mention alot of books. =) i read.

still have yet to meet cathleen due to all those ongoing project stuff. ahha. we`ll meet soon!

lots of plans still unfulfilled. i can`t wait for vcd marathons and movies at malaysia and all the crap. cause i sure knw i won`t be able to do this next year. as in, before the A levels. next year would just be a mad rush of completing tutorials, choir, studies. so i guess i`ll take take time to enjoy whatever life i have left. i need this relaxation to be able to last me that ONE year. hohoh

okokaye, till the next post. which won`t be TOO soon i guess.

happy yuletide! =)

2006-09-11T03:35:00.000-07:00

haha. been absent for a longgg while! lots of changes occured. LOL.

anyhow, i`ve been just super lazy to blog la. ahhaha. =)

today we had some freaking phy test. which was quite un-do-able for me, cuz i just rmbed i had a test when someone mentioned. Oops. so if i can pass i think i`m like a freaking genius got lucky. lol. some gp test too. tmr`s math quiz.

i`m so so tired. i needdd my sleep badly. i wonder how that shawn is able to slp at those un-godly hours and still be normal the next day. i`ll just die i guess. i`m already dying, and i slept at erm. 1245 last night. wahahah. i need practice. i`m hunggggryyyy nw.

yumin`s birthday is tmr! LOL. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! fellow virgo-ian! wahaha.

oh. and thanks for the wishes and presents on mine! waha you guys rock.

and here i am now wishing for yuletide to come. actually not really. just anticipating the demise of promos. den i can enjoyyyyy! catch up with spastic friends too. LOL. come yuletide, it`ll mark the closeness of another year of hectic schedule and unfinishable work load. yeahhh. i don`t want that to come so soon! i`m not ready!

is a blog a narcassist extension of oneself? cause its only here where you can get ALL your points acrosss even though no one wants to listen. everyone blogs abt their random thoughts which won`t actually be translated to words in reality, where pple communicate face to face. everyone talks abt 'me me ME' just themselves. and their lives in school and stuff they do. i guess its just a platform to say something and be heard? what am i talking abt.

i`m so hungry.

HEH. wat a kuku post.

2006-08-14T04:17:00.000-07:00

OHYA. did i mention that i played 'house of the dead' first time on thursday?! its freaking nice. though i died earlier then wenny. ahhaa. kuku pok. EXCITING =)

WAHAHA. okaye. i think arcade is fun. oh oh oh! we saw that crazy guy. nah, not crazy. just that quite gay looking guy dancing the para para. OMG. SO FUNNY.

OKAYE. BYEBYE

2006-08-14T03:53:00.000-07:00

RECAPPING.

thurs went out with CP and clique to celebrate his bday!

friday was the super super fun and retarded day. can`t rmb what really happened though. just rmb feeling OH SO BORED during physics tutorial. i started disturbing LISI. lol. we were like crapping non stop after that. and went round class to disturb the rest of the pple. haha. stupid CP scared me when i was telling jiaqi some lame joke lisi told me. ahhaa. i screamed rather loudly.

i think mr loo was quite pissed? ahaha. dunno. his face was rather expressionless.

anyhow, the retarded-ness continued till god knws when. just kept laughing and joking. i think we went lot one? (: saw shawn!

HMMS. today was alright la. econs test-- i studied wrongly. studied EXTRA. wth. luckily i didn`t stay up. see, it pays to slack. YAR. and GP. that bloody qn on euthanasia and abortion didn`t APPEAR. so i just did some feminist shit compo on woman.

DATELINE FOR AQ has been extended to friday. so has the GP file check. next monday!

AND YES I MISS CATHLEEN YIT.

MISS DOMINIC TAN TOO.

all the dumbasssess. =)

tmr having physics test. mock spa. chinese essay. math tutorial. AQ. ALOT OF THINGS! =(

okaye. might not be updating frequently. LOVES!

2006-08-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION PEOPLE OF 06S07!

THE GP FILE CHECK IS ON FRIDAY. THE FRIDAY AFTER THE NATIONAL DAY HOLIDAY. PLEASE PACK UP YOUR GP FILES. ANYWAY, ITS NOT THE PURPLE FILE BUT THE THICK THICK FILE FILLED WITH LOTS OF WORKSHEETS!

(: HAPPY FILING. we`re so gonna be dead.

super alot of worksheets can. better start filing soon. hahaha. i dunno how also. LOL.

2006-08-07T03:07:00.000-07:00

HELLO ALL. haven`t been updating for the longest time.

just went for dental. ahaha. my teeth kindof hurts nw. =(

me n shawn challenging tonight. who slp later. ahaha. i bet i`ll lose anyhow, just for the fun of it.

our class celebrated simins birthday today! HAHAHA. she was quite touched i think (: yay!
but one stupid thing happened. i got a slice of cake smashed on my face dear to our dearrrr WENNY. lol. stupid pig.

lazy to update. more next time!

2006-07-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

AHHA. i`m so not dead yet. i know i`m been away for the longest time. lots of things happened within the choir. not gonna talk abt it (:

anyway, just wanted to say i don`t regret coming to PJ at all.

hmms. today, we spent our two hours break playing games at the santuary! (: EHM. monopoly, guess who, anddd BATTLESHIP! haha. samuel says i have no childhood. WTH. shrugs. whatever! its kindof a nice place. i can forsee many gd times ahead there. with lame pple like.. my dear classmates. who have a dreadful sense of humour. love them to bits!

okaye, todays one of the rare days that i don`t have any hmwk to be handed up tmr. how amazing. so i went to take a shut eye at 8! till NOW. ahaha. i just woke up. its really quite nice. i`ve been catching up on my slp. cuz ytd i didn`t go to sch, and the doctor diagnosed me as having stomach influenza, and contrary to what dumb desmond says, it doesn`t mean my stomach is having flu! ahhaah. (:

had PE today. quite a nice time. the weather was damn nice. but coming to the end, it was so cold out there! with lightning and thunder. he dismissed us early. not being able to go home, we played cards as usual. LOL. initially at the canteen but we were being assulted by the unrelentless rain! so we migrated to the concourse. think we made quite alot of noise. i learnt bridge! HAHA. played murderer after that!

you know, i really miss that game. first we played the wink eye type! AHAH. i kept getting caught, cause of DUMB kiat heong. who like totally gave me away each time i KILLED him with my eyes. LOL. ass. but also cuz i kept laughing la. den we went up a notch, to do the squeeze hands one. i could so control myself. few pple caught me! AHHA.exciting.

after playing, met w shawn they all and they gave us this stupid idea. proceeded to the parade square with desmond n whoever. to do something. SO SPASTIC CAN. i kept laughing only.

HEH. thats for me to know and for you to wonder what the stupid pple did! till then, BYEBYE!

2006-07-18T04:47:00.000-07:00

OHYA. i totally forgot that i broke a measuring cylinder during chemistry practical! HAH. anddd i re-did my functions questions and found them later! lol. how unfortunate.

NOW THE FINAL STRAW IS HERE. i think i lost my IC. WTFFFF.

please return it back to me.!.

2006-07-18T01:17:00.000-07:00

AHAHA. today is BYFAR the worse day of my life. all the bad-luck congregating and wrecking havoc in sucha short span of time. waha. looking two hours back, its kindof amazing how much i`ve went through. sounds damn drama. but seriously, it really happened can.

went with the class to eat macs before the listening compre. tried to trick simin into hitting her palm into the connoction of mayo, curry sauce and chilli sauce. LOL. didn`t work as we planned though, even with the our heavenly intervention ( the girls of course! US! ) yada yada.

started to rain just as we left macs. was super drenched and had to run back to sch. we came to this HILL--okaye, not really, but its this quite steep slope next to the pavillion! yahh. it was raining damn heavily by that time, and us, being stupid fools. followed another fool`s suggestion to run down the damn slope. HAHA. desmond went first. den i went. i nearly reached the bottom. waha. but slipped towards the end, cause we RAN, and couldn`t really stop in time due to the lack of friction! (why must friction be absent now, of all times!) tsk. okaye. there were this group of j2`s watching this. how amusing.

okaye. reached the shelter towards sch already! wanted to rush as we were gonna be late, and guess what! I SLIPPED and fell again. this time on my ass. LOL. wah. how suey, you tell me! =( den i thought it was quite stupid and funny. den i just kept laughing like some derenged person. it continued to pourrrrr. and we went to sch, ehm. me not running anymore, cause of my klutz-ness for the day. went school soaking wet, hair astray, feeling damn dumb! we didn`t even know the venue and our index number, so rushed to check. on my way there, i WALKED into a chair! bench, whatever!

took our impt stuff, and rushed. followed the wrong person! we went to follow cheeping n des before realising we`re in the wrong class. rushed upstairs to 3rd floor. den someone told us we`re in the second floor. den rushed down and up and down n up. yeahh. you get the gist man. in total, abt four times ok. OMG. shoes were soaked due to the damn puddles on the floor. went in late. there were two seats. me n wenny. we sat in the wrong SEAT. den we exchanged seats.

when the exam scripts were being passed out, i realised that the index number was different from the one printed on my entry proof. i went to ask the teacher. turns out that, i had wenny`s entry proof, and vice versa. OMG. how dumb. we didn`t even know we exchanged that la. the whole thing was just hilarious and stupid.

the bad luck stopped there. just that we were cold n wet throughout. the fan just above me. lol.

OKAYE. lets think optimistic. at least i wasn`t alone finding for the class. at least i didn`t fall a third time, which i actually nearly did while running down the stairs like some mad pple. at least the paper was easy and our answers when compared are actually VERY similar. and ehm. at least, the bad luck only started after school. HAHA. anyhow, with the total USAGE of my bad luck quota. i think the rest of the year would be dammit good. it better be!

heh. juat told me that the song, stranger is paradise, the tenors get to sing a damn nice part. no la. as in their whole part is damn nice! I can`t wait to hear. HAHA. at the bible house, we`re bound to go mad. AHHA. i wanna be a tenor, or a bass! HEH. yeahh. the hokkien song, she said the sops part is nice! so i can`t wait to learn it. muahaha.

have to do EOM later. last chance. its make or break. tmr is the deadline. waha. i`ve ben procrastinating. lots of undone work! think i`ll take a nap first to energise myself.

hope you pple have been having a superb day! waha.

2006-07-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

HAHA. weeee.

we convinced this guy to join choir! from my class. he used to be from choir too! how cool. (: yay-ness. shall go pester BINGSHU to join choir!

LOL. tmr will be an exciting day for me n lisi. maybe wenny too! if she comes along with us! MUAHAHA. desmond they all are going to support pple in e competition. like reallll LA. its really to PON lessons! must be. anyhow, might be going to meet them for lunch. see how.

i`m not contented!

why`s the internet so laggy today!

theres this song stuck in my head. but i dun know what song it is! so dumbb.

today we did long jumps for PE. actually quite fun. THOUGH my hands n all had sand! lol. quite a nice change to the RUNNING PE. heh. didn`t go town-ing today with the class. instead went to pizza hut to eat! full like...! omg. the guys stamina in eating is amazing. we really bond with our clique huh. every thursday being our special day! BUT. it`ll come to a halt soon. when their remedial starts. how sad. waha. then maybe it`ll be girls outing day.

kwakwakwa.

my body aches leh. WHY AH.

my class is learning soccer from next week onwards. HOHOH. imagine that.

HMMS. cheers all!

2006-07-12T08:09:00.000-07:00

hAHA. guess what! today i ushered the principal. hahaha! damn embarrassing can? i walked into this.. BOX. kindof the lighting thing? not sure also! HAHAHHAAH. i was trying damn hard not to laugh so loudly. (: she was nice abt it and asked me to be careful. so sweet LOL. overall it wasn`t bad. just lonely to sit in the front row by myself. EH! the choir pple laughed! thats what karen said. MUAHAHA. eh! u`re supposed to pretend like u didn`t see it okaye!

LOL.

choir was. not bad. went late because of the investiture. learned the rest of mission impossible during sectionals. ms ong came to test us. HAHA. see whether our section knows the part. i`m glad we didn`t disappoint heh.

CHOIR NEEDS MORE GUYS. pple who can sing. please join! LOL. i`ll badger pple to join choir tmr. guys especially.

japan trip is confirmed! my edusave has a miserly $70 dollars. HAHAHA.

i can`t wait. till the end of promos.

i need to get dominics present.

today we did passing the baton for PE. quite fun actually. ahahahah. me sheila lisi n wenny in one team. WOOT. we rockkk.

meeting shawn they all for macs breakfast tmr! HOPE I CAN WAKE UP ON TIME. if i finish finding my GP thing. i`m not even sure whats the deadline. even though i`m e kuku rep.

i got my results already too. quite good la. thanks to level wide moderation. FOR ECONS. or else there`ll be an S there. considering the fact that i thought i was screwed. didn`t fail anything (: untainted record. LOL.

cheer up pple! we`ll do better the next time round.

WOOOO.

HELLO CAT. heh.

2006-07-04T20:04:00.000-07:00

LOL. i`m having my ALEVEL oral in approximately 3 hours time ((: hope i can convey my thoughts coherently in chinese!

shall dedicate this entry to reply pple`s tags. lol

YUMIN: ya la! pw is super dumb can. i bet alot of pple rushed through their ppt thingy just recently, since the workshop is thurs! LOL. anyhow, carls jr is nice. just damn damn filling? haha.

SHAWN: ahha. you`re obviously laoya pok okaye. but who ask you nvr finish the burger! at night you felt hungry! MUAHA.

GERMAINEEE: HAHA. ehs i dunno leh. she`s xuelian from fuhua! is she your delasalle mate? lol.

XUELIAN: oh pls. you so good?! *faints* ahah. anyhow, you got blog? i go tag you!

KAREN: ya! i miss choir too. ((: bible hse this saturday!

okaye! no more pple to reply! EH! i didn`t know choir learnt how to sing the mission impossible song. must have happened when i was at malaysia. LOL

ohya! i`ve finished my part for the pw powerpoint. for once i didn`t procrastinate.
did i mention i`m hooked onto minesweepers? HAHAA. desmond taught me onn one of the recent nights. LOL i think i`m a gd disciple. woooooo.

oh. i need to redo my math assignment. shucks. and my holiday assignment. and my functions n inequalities tutorial. why is it that all the homework are from math! HAHA. i still have the physics assignment though.

blahhh.

shall go bloghopping nw!

2006-07-03T05:49:00.000-07:00

HAHA! my group finally met up for PW today! discussed some stuff! ((: mainly to do with our GPP! we found out that we couldn`t get the signal for the internet at lot one`s macs! after eating LONG JOHN. we went to yew tee macs. the place is much nicer LOL.

we didn`t do our powerpoint there. haha. in the end we allocated the work so that we could go home and broood over it, and find those silly data we needed. SUCKS. shall embark on it after this entry!

called shawn up and we decided to head to town. me des and shawnnn. quite nice la. wanted to watch movie initially, but we didn`t have the MOOD. so we just walked around. i bought two tops from zara today! (: i keep spending. okaye. no more spending from now on. anyhow, after that we just kept walking around. we found this super cool shop that sold nice funny stuff (((: WAHA. i think i know what to get for dominic HAHA. anticipate man!

OHYA. we ate carls jr for dinner! OMG. i FORCED myself to eat every bit of that humongous burger. almost puked during the last mouthful. too big a mouth. tears were like coming out pls. WAHA. desmond and shawn were shocked. hahaa. summore told me where the toilet was. kuku shawn even asked me to take plastic bag from carrefour just in case i puke in the bus. LOL. nothing happened though. that shawn couldn`t finish his burger! heh. lao ya POK.

ohh! we went in search of a toilet! we went to this scary scary building! the highest FLOOR. omg. so eerie. just in front of the lift was the toilet. not a single soul was in sight! actually i felt it was okaye. just me, in the handicapped toilet. until i came out, des n shawn kept telling me something wasn`t right, that it was too eerie. OMG> i freaked out like AHHA. we all RUSHED into the lift okaye. lucky i didn`t go to the girls toilet alone. i`ll die of fright. the lift journey was super long. the seconds felt like hours. so SLOW!

okaye. that sums up my day! :D

PROJECTWORK TIME!

lovessss<333

2006-06-29T23:09:00.000-07:00

OH! just received word that there`s choir practice tmr, at the bible house at 5.30 PM!

PLEASE GO if you`re done with your exams! i mean the choir members of course. ahahahha.

YAY-ness. i miss choir.

2006-06-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

AHAH. liberation day.

today was physics. last of all. i hope i do well. at least pass!

anyhow, i just watched a damn damn good movie. okaye, it`s quite OLD la. V for vendetta. i really enjoyed it. seriously. it really touched me. there were some twists too! and that added to the value. the spoken english used (((: SUPERB. wonder if i were in that kindof oppressed country, where everyone is dictated. how would i react to it. would i even dare to join the force which encapsulates my ideals instead of blindly following orders from the higher echelons? would i fear death? once a person isn`t scared of fear, he is free.

wondering why i`m blogging now? ahhaa. after the test our group went to long john`s for breakfast. actually wenny wanted to go town for a movie. BUT, it`s kindof retarded to go town to watch movie and come back. because i`m going out later! lol. everyone seemed tired. the consensus was that we go home! wenny! she`s the man another day alright? ahah

cat! what`s ur timetable like for monday? hah.

OHYA> my chinese oral is this wednesday. wish me luck!

HEH!

2006-06-29T02:25:00.000-07:00

FELICIA TAGGED ME TO MAKE ME DO THIS

=) here it goes,5 snacks i enjoy:
1. kinder bueno.
2. chocolates
3. COOKIES
4. potato chips(only lays)
5. stuff eaten with good company!

5 songs i know all the words to:
AHHA. i know almost every english song. both new and old. though not ALL la. but chinese? no way. haha. i will take years to learn. choir songs i obviously know. HAHA. cuz they`re cute.

5 things i would do with 100 million dollars:
1. first, spend
2. second, save into a bank with damn high interest rates
3. invest in stocks to keep money from coming
4. give some to my close friends/family.
5. buy alot of stuff! shop.

5 places i would run away to:
1. miami!
2. milan! shopping capital!
3. my friends house. ahha
4. New York, to see their culture and experience!
5. i`m not sure. maybe i`ll wander around?

5 things i would never wear:
1.those fishnet stockings. ahha. like those hookers.
2. those underwear that can be seen when you wear hipster jeans. so ugly la.
3. wigs. super scratchy i think/
4. those pouches that are wrapped around the waist! looks so passe pls. like those kopitiam auntie.
5. high waisted pants with the short totally tucked in. pple might think you`re alil mental or something.

5 bad habits:
1.shopping and overspending
2. laziness
3. my room kindof likes getting messy.
4. i can`t study without the right MOOD.
5. i need to do everything with the right mood, even eating. ahha. if not i PICK at my food and munch damn slowly!

biggest joys:
1. laughing with retarded pple(eg classmates like wenny sheila lisi etc.)
2. going out with cathleen and dominic! they cheer me up!
3. shopping with unlimited cash
4. bonding with pple
5. family?

5 fictional characters i would date: pls. i want real pple

5 people(anybody) i would date:
jonathan rhyes meyers! ahha. ehs. i`ll date someone whom i like la. OBVIOUSLY.

5 people i shall tag to do this:
NO ONE. because its kindof kuku. anddd. i know some might not do it! (:

2006-06-29T02:21:00.000-07:00

OHYA i forgot to mention. went out with the dunearn group for lunch! hahaha. it was kindof fun! NOT seen them for ages. excluding my class pple la. (((: but it felt nice. laughed at dumb stuff. i tried kuku prata today. something that looks like some party hat. and felt like cuttlefish!

ytd went for lunch with classmates. some went to watch scary movie four. haha. they`re like super crazy la. going for movies halfway during the mid yr. i went home to slp! KFC ytd. AHHA.

i need to save to SPEND.

2006-06-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

HELLLLO!
ahahaha. feels good to be back ONLINE!

woooooot. i feel so out of touch with cyberspace. anyhow! MID YEARS ARE DRAWING TO A CLOSE. BUT. A level chinese oral is coming. ahhaha! everybody, practice hard on that!

hmms! mid yrs kindof screwed. just hoping to at least clear every damn subject! you know that bloody chinese paper cheated us! the damnnnned boxes for the summary! THEY GAVE EXTRA BOXES. and us being stupid and naive, didn`t count! =( =( =( so we wrote alot of extra words. hope those chinese teachers are nice and don`t penalise us so heavily for that! CHINESE teachers are PRETTY okaye? just don`t mark us down! HAHAHA.

econs was quite alright. i spotted the right questions i guess.lucky! if not i`m finished. chemistry was kuku, cause i didn`t really study/understand reaction kinetics. and alot came out. okaye NOT that much, but it seemed alot! mathematics, i forgot abt studying approximation. so i was kindof stunned when i saw the first question. so of my answers were damn kuku can. haha. i read already also wanna laugh.

now all i hope is i do damn well in GP.

OH! and that tmr`s h1 phy doesn`t kill us all. (((: we can do it. LAST ONE. c`mon pple give your all. den we can enjoy! EH! i haven`t done the holiday work. so one day shall be reserved for that. summore i must redo my math assignment. HAHA. due to sloppy work handed in by pauline.

shopping! crashing other`s institutions coming up! must meet for PW too! cmon make a date! I CAN`T wait for tmr morning. at approximately 9 plus? HAHA. i think it ends! or dreadful ordeal.

WOOOT! i`ve been slping alot! every exam i come back from. i sleep. its not me being a pig! its me catching up on rest cause i`m caught the dreaded flu! its kindof funny though, i used to get flu all the time. but not now. YAY! i stopped knocking myself too! as in i seldom get blue blacks not. okaye. not SELDOM. but less often.

i seem to be rambling non stop! ahha.

ohya. hello yvonne! i rmb you have the same surname as me! HAHAA. i didn`t know you liked guess bags too! i wonder how you look like now (: shall visit your blog when i have the time

TO ALL PJC STUDENTS! liberation is TMR. (:

2006-06-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO! just came back from a day trip from malaysia! haha. went to malacca. quite historical. MUAHAHA.

went to eat, enjoy, learn HISTORY. kindof. (: ate funny stuff. seafood in msia is damn cheap. ate alot of crabs! lol. saw alot of weird stuff. toufu that doesn`t taste like it. prata that looks like ampong. funny stuff that looks HARD but is actually soft. LOL. things that doesn`t seem right. a funny day. took pictures too!

anyhow, don`t know if my grp is meeting tmr for the pw meeting, haven`t met up yet. or done anything. think we`re the only grp like that. muaha. lots of plans for the exam BREAK. though the mid yr isn`t here yet. it`ll come n go soon. just hope it doesn`t screw me over and spit me out. =( LOL.

YAY. O6S08 grp outing to where i wonder! haha. i think its the movies.

i actually went to two museums today. GASP!

I SAW A DAMN NICE GUSS HANDBAG! haha. i`m so gonna get it. but not sure whether it`s sold in spore. 359RM. sounds so expensive, without considering the exchange rate la. (: i hope i can find that bag. heh

anyhow, after the holidays i`ll be super super broke. i`ll just keep saving money to spend.

I NEED TO STUDY NOW. three days left. focus pauline!

okaye. tmr i`ll start. wish me luck!

2006-06-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

this is my 223rd post. ahha. still rmbed the time when i thought blogging was damned stupid! HAHA.

anyhow, new blogskin! in my favourite colour! PURPLEEEE. rejoice! MUAHA

cathleen is going for some camp starting today! and dominic left for sydney today! how sad. two of my best friends LEFT ABRUPTLY. haha! i should really be studying. the weather is OH-SO-PERFECT. for sleeping. my sister is gonna cook dinner tonight! wahaha. shall see how it turns out

my brother was damn sweet just now. usually he`s annoying and all. but he helped me draw the curtains, put on the covers, and switch off the light before leaving me to sleep peacefully in HIS room. wahaha. so nice. kindof a rare occurance. since he`s usually pesky!

actually, i can`t WAIT for the two years to come to an end. it`ll be when my life will really start. another shot at life. (:

its not that i dislike my life. i love it alot. thank you very much. i love choir. i love my class. i even kindof like the teachers at school. its just that, we`re still stuck in a school system (JC) while others are in the poly are already experiencing something different. it makes them so much more independent, to be able to make choices--to decide whether to skip school that particular day, to wear what you feel on that particular day. heels, flats, jeans, skirts, tees, shorts. to express their emotions through their attire and wardrobe.develop and hone their sense of style. a large sprawling campus that allows for excerise! it kindof is a preparation of university life where obviously, everyone wants to land up in eventually. i seem so PRO-poly

that aside, the jc curriculum suits me better. even though there`s always a whirlpool of activity. we have to regurgitate and memorise endlessly. though definitely, understanding is the key for scoring. despite the hectic flurry of mind-blowing activities, i have really enjoyed. in a manner i never deemed possible. though we`re still very much constricted, in terms of the many rules and regulations kept in place by the draconian dm`s. i have come to really enjoy the eclectic choir songs. i have a new circle of friends. though the old ones i`ll defnitely still keep! (:

i want to experience what it`s like to EARN a living. where i actually WORK for money. its the first step to stepping out of my comfort zone. my pampered, sheltered life, i will willingly shed in exchange for something new. actually i really despise those pple that keep demanding money from their parents. not as in allowance, but additional money, be it for shopping and other materialistic demands. granted, i am materialistic, and am certainly not ashamed of admitting it. but at least i pay for all these myself, through saving. unlike my brother, who keeps buying those super expensive stuff. with my parents money. tsk. just lectured him just now.

anyhow, its kindof weird that i suddenly blog abt these kindof stuff. it must be the weather.

no mood to mug still. i miss my besties. LOVESS

2006-06-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

choir performed at sentosa today! quite enjoyable! choir! good job, even though it may not be perfect! its commendable as this is our first public performance! hAHAH. lets strive to make it better! (((:

ooo! me n xuelian are crazy over the guys part. 'walk hand in handd..' for tenor`s. andd bass`s ' and never run and hide..'! HAHAHA. damn nice can. very minor sounding. UNFAIR! the guys parts are always nice. PARTS as in, their SINGING parts. aiyo. what are you thinking!?!

hahaha! standing in front of the choir leading is damn fun. cause i`ll definitely feel like SMILING. GRINNING TOO! when i see all your kuku faces! WAHA.

did i mention that enoch can dance the dance dance revolution(DDR) damn damn damn damn well? hidden talent i tell you! HAHHA.

we went to eat andersons ice cream after performance. at jurong point. then went to macs to eat! okaye. not everyone ate! but it was alright. my feet hurt! HAHA. so did the others! glad to know i`m not suffering alone.

blog more nxt time. ahhaa. later.!

2006-06-14T02:40:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHA. haven`t been updating.
i went out with cathleen finally! haha. on monday. went to eat, shop, talk.
it was quite nice. bought some stuff too. i can`t wait to go out with her again.

i wanna cut my hair. SHORT. lol.

ohno. i`ve not done the pw thingy!

btw, i saw yingqi and jennie at marina! (: HAHA.

this is like point form.

tues and weds isn`t productive. just been slacking around. reading storybooks. reading magazines. sleepinggg. the weather is damn nice. going out for short periods of time.

i keep thinking of the exam break. god save me.

i`ve got so many things to buy. so lil time and money!

LOL. anyone got credit card to lend me?

okayes. BYEBYE

2006-06-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

OHYA! i really wanted to say that the second day of the leadership thing really wasted my time. did e trust fall. since only 5 pathetic pple arrived for attendence taking, and 3 stayed for e moment. we had to join another class! ahah. hmms alil weird la.but alright.

you know they asked us to make a choice. and they said they`ll respect our decision so long as we know what we want and we stand by it. i didn`t wanna fall. cause i have done it countless of times. AND. i don`t exactly trust them la. HAHA. cuz they aren`t my classmates.

YEAPS.
the dumb pple kept asking me during e reflection thing why WHY WHY. i didn`t do the fall. blah blah blah. i was already in a BORED mood. cuz my gd friends weren`t there. =( den they kept asking annoying qns!

i left during the break. so did the rest of the pple that were from that class. HAHA. boycott.
but it really wasted my time waking up. waha. thank god desmond n samuel didn`t come or they`d be cursing n swearing! lol.

bought shoes at queensway today! anddd packed my luggage! (:

and SX. i can`t rmb the line la. HAHA. just that when they sing that. i`ll suddenly get damn damn high. lol. it`s nice!

cath! nth much happened. it blew over. HAHA. just some matters concerning my parents. lol. build up from the past. (: HOHOH.

TAKE CARE PPLE. lovess!

2006-06-07T09:09:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. just ignore that previous post please.

WOOOT. tmr i`m going off! (: i`ll be back saturday! MISS ME! WAHAHA.
i`ll be missing the choir practice! sad sad. i wanna hear salseo! hohoh.

jazreeel! UPDATE LA. haha. don`t be lazy girl.

no mood to update. more when i`m back!

2006-06-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

FUCK IT.

i find it super unreasonable! at this point of time. i really really really HATE you both to the very core. seriously, can you tell me you`ve given me a good childhood? always stressing on the family family family. i`m so so so sick of it. OMG. the thought of spending time with you both makes me balk.

you can`t understand me. when i try to voice out my opinions. you just ignore it. and don`t give me a say. i`m fucking fucking sick of this. can you just go away and live me alone. i need reprise. the way you come to your own conclusions and make ur own decisions concerning me pisses me off. MAJORLY. please. i`m already coming to seventeen. isn`t it time you took a BACKSEAT and just leave me to get along with my life. AS I CHOOSE. i can`t wait till i`m out of this house. seriously. you`re acting so childishly. puerile minds-- you`re the one that has alot of growing up to do--MENTALLY.

you want us to open up to you both? and tell you private things and things pertaining to our PRIVATE life? let me tell yu something! hey! you have sucha closed up mindset, that i`d rather keep mum and just do things in the dark. without telling you or seeking your consent. anyway, since asking you both is usually equivalent to a NO. so why ask yea?

please THINK. before you shut down the door of communication, please think of the other party. i`m going to just CLAM up one day. i really can`t take this. it`s like times like this that makes you harbour thoughts of running away? i remember i used to have thoughts like this when i was younger.

how disappointing that it happens everytime.

its really sad that their eyes are being plastered over with shit that blinds them. from the essentially simple logic. now i understand totally why pple term this the 'GAPING GENERATION GAP' knowing them, you seriously won`t think that they were young before? they were like. the epitome of great? the GOODY ones that never broke rules. the one that liked to read books. didn`t mix with guys. the one that never gave her MOTHER any problem. sorry. it`s too much to live up to. i`m never gonna be like you. so what?

i`m still angry and pissed and disappointed after this long tirade? this blog entry didn`t help much. the cold war shall commence.

if i could. i wouldn`t wanna go on holiday with them. oh god. the agony. knowing they did something like that to me. the emotional factor.

BLAHHHH. screw the world

2006-06-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

hahaha! HELLO ALL (: had choir again! sectionals in e morninggg to learn the old songs that we`ll be performing during our sentosa performance! AHHA. COME SUPPORT US (: 18th june.

heh. learnntttt the new jap song! seems quite a sad song? but it sounds okaye. sopranos sing quite lil though. cant` wait for salseo! i can`t make it for the practice for saturday! =( sad sad. singing with them is quite a nice feeling? surrounded by like-minded pple--pple who love singing! MUSIC.

i wanna learn more more more songs. HAHA.

oh! you know what! my mp3 was spoilt right? haha. they gave me another one free? lol. so nice (:

tmr having some leadership THINGY. waste of my time.

i`m quite happpy LOL. god knows why.

btw i`ll be away from thurs to sat.

cheerios pple!

2006-06-02T19:19:00.000-07:00

AHHA. so sweeet of you all to tag me! even though i`ve not updated my blog for like yonders!

anyhow nth much really happened these few days. just MORE school and choir daily. haha. choir on thursday was seriously fun, cuz we learnt a song that`s in finnish? haha. anddd the song contained alot of super uber cute sounds that sounds spastic! quite a tribal feel to it. yeap! but the choir practice ytd was harder. in the sense that ytd was the first time we had to teach the new songs to the rest. but it was still alright. we learnt 'tea for two.' a very jazzy feel! ahah. i love it when the tenors? sing a particular line. very sexy! HAHAHA.

ohya. did i mention my whole body`s aching due to the push up thingys we did during choir!

hmms! i went shopping on thursday! BUT. didn`t buy anything yet! so amazing. ahha. supposed to go shopping w lisi ytd! but something cropped up. hais! not fated. ._. lol.

so ytd me n des went to NP. like damn what la. we wore uniform there. so its like... erhhmm. HAHAA you know. but he`s nice to pei me there! (:

i need to get lots of stuff!

i`m really in a holiday mood! HAHA.

i miss jazreel! lol. and yingqi! so long didn`t hear from you!

okaye! i`ll end off here? later i still have choir! it`s at the bible house? haha. super cool name right. to think i told me mom it`ll be at the BLIND house. ahahha. then she thought its like perform for the pple who can`t see! diaos. super spastic la. haha. the whole choirs meeting at city hall! AHHA. how cool is that. saturday`s choir should be rather fun! HAHAA. i can`t wait.

more new songs. WHOOSH!

OKAYE. i`m off!

2006-05-29T02:22:00.000-07:00

HELLLLO PPLE. long time not updated!

have lots of things to update! the seniors have stepped down already. damn saddening. i`ll really really miss juat and JAZREEL! hais. when cuijing said her goodbye speech. it was really touching? yes. and to think she said it before the performace! i cried. haha. stupid make up. but. you could really feel the emotions running through her? denn i felt damn sad that they were going! BLAH.

on a lighter note! our performance for college day was GOOD! HAHAHA. nice leh. esp when everybody gave their all. esp for the song 'everytime' lol. when the drums and piano ended. you could hear all the notes damn clearly. without any off pitch or key. LOUD somemore! i think we really rock. cheers to choir! we did well. HAHA. nice to see that our efforts weren`t put to waste. i enjoyed singing!

ohh. the post thingy is out too. i`m the section leader! haha. quite happy? yes. but i seriously didn`t think it would be me. haha. but i think i`ll strive to prove myself! hohoh! i want the choir to do well nxt year.

HMMS. today went back for chem tutorial. met up at macs today. I WOKE UP LATE. supposed to meet them at macs at TEN. but i woke up at 9.55. (: HAHAHA. rushed like mad. den realised while walking there that lisi was at e busstop waiting for us -- me n wenny. HAHA. so i went over and waited for wenny. she was lateee. cuz sheila couldn`t come last minute. stomachache! get well soon! hAHA.

yeahh. so we reached macs abt half an hr late. cheeping n samuel didn`t say anything though. HAHA. they must have expected. MUAHAHA.

tmr have to hand up econs stuff. i hjaven`t done anything. i wanna watch it started with a kiss. cuz wenny n lisi has beem raving amd raving abt it. sounds interesting! HAHA. maybe i`ll start later. cuz my brother wants the computer! hahA

HMMS. anyhow! tmr will be a gd day! love you pple!

2006-05-26T18:47:00.000-07:00

FINALLY.
the GP mid yrs are DOWN. .

WOOT. just that i still have this college day thingy which i have to go back for in the afternoon!
06S07! rmb to do the chemistry tutorial! HAHHA. later she complain abt us! muahaha. hope i can give devote some time to sch work. but you know its virtually impossible unless i burn midnight oil. that`s cause theres the great singapore sale! hAHAHA. how cool is that.

last night was damn relaxing! AHA. watched desperate housewives! till quite late. they were showing the reruns. kindof la. NICE! (:

so many things to do in the holidays. so lil time. so many outings. so many different cliques of pple to catch up with. so much homework. so many tutorials! and make up lessons.

anyhow, PJ choir is performing at sentosa on the 18th june? think so. HAHA. :D

choir ytd was kindof boring. ahha. but towards the end i picked up. and started becoming quite high. HAHA. laughing n laughing for a secret reason! AHHAHA. funny how telepathy works! woooot. i hope jaz comes today!
HAPPY COLLEGE DAY!

now its time to update the other blog! BYE!

2006-05-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
i`m not dead yet! haha

anyhow. just popped by. wanna change my blogskin. so DULL.

haha. 06S08 outing? haha! i don`t mind. but everyones just so busy! (: we`ll see

WOOOO. i passed phy. just by that lil margin. so my track record is still CLEAN. hurray

OKAYE. cheers to changes!

2006-05-18T03:54:00.000-07:00

HMMS. ytd had choir practice! it was like. WHAM. roller coaster ride. cuz my mood went up and down like crazy. sang at the hall to arrange the pple, positions and stuff. was damn damn tired. kindof got pissed off with someone. but it blew off. blahhhh. AHHA.

went back to LT3. BLISS (: got air con. yeapps. supposed to learn the steps for the dance? or rather, movements. short pple. haha. kindof corny moves. but it was alright la. rather fun. we tried inventing other moves that looked so so silly. and laughed and laughed over it. halfway throughout the dance, we stopped fooling arnd. cuz pple were getting annoyed. yeahh. i know we shouldn`t have played. but. for that short moment. everything seemed so good. we were like on the same wavelength or something. hmms.

whatever man. must enjoy the practices for now. cuz in abt A WEEKS TIME. the seniors will be gone. and i`m like only close to the seniors. as in, two particularly. yeapps. i know that after they leave, my mood will definitely change? just concentrate on singing la. won`t talk alr. choir will be dull for me. seems so familiar? whereby, cathleen left choir. and my attitude towards dunearn choir changed as well. haha. brings back memories.

anyway, we stayed back after choir to take pictures cuz jaz brought her camera! OMG. take so many kuku shots. i`m scared she`ll blackmail me! ahhaha. but it was really fun! i`ll really miss them when zhooot and jaz LEAVE. how sad!

hmms. today i have to do my GPP. ahah. final one.

monday 3 tests. damn.

tues SPA. etc etc. blahhhh.

woooo! clique outing today was quite fun! that stupid sheila n lisi didn`t go! = but it was alright la. went to causeway point~ hohoh. ate MOS.

wah. tmr i have to arrange alot of GP ws! i`ll just DIE.

SMILE>

2006-05-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

HAHA. hello all. (:

i think i really sounded damn bitchy in the last entry! hhaha. anyway the GPP was done on time! everyone did their part! HAHA. yay.

now just have to concentrate on editing and coming out with the survey shit thing. ahha

PW IS DUMB.

(: anyhow. monday is gonna be the worst day. with 3 tests! BLAHH. i don`t know anything abt physics! the forces and stuff. esp abt qns on momentum! better go read. god help me!

kindof lazy to blog. haha. i owe cat her mail.

2006-05-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

AIYO. this GPP shit is killing me. all the group project thing is anyway. it always seems to be the same old pple doing it.

._.

was supposed to do the GPP ytd. at least my part. cuz we split it into THREE. instead of five, but nvm. HAHA. but i kept chatting. sooo. i`m back here doing. super boring leh. whats up with PW man! i think its USELESS. cuz our ideas are NOT fresh. anddd. it doesn`t seem to be a GROUP effort here. and we certainly don`t meet up often. only once. and it wasn`t the whole grp either. BLAH. it wastes my time! =(

i don`t like it.

now i owe cat her mail.

hAHAH. more after i`m done.

2006-05-12T04:42:00.000-07:00

HEY!~
have not been updating for a long time! i just replied cath`s mail!

WHOOOOOOO.
ytd was great! seriously. i loved the choir. its really amazing to watch a choir of that standard. if you didn`t know. i went for the AJC concert. :D

it`s evident from even their expressions that they have the passion for singing. if only our choir was this good. not that ours is lousy. it`s just that the pple aren`t that absorbed into singing? as in, they don`t FEEL the music. and i`ll just leave it hanging like that.
their costume was quite nice too? classic.

haha. andd there were some cute guys singing too? hahaha! got one quite pretty girl too! (: but she`s an alumni. eye candy!

i can`t wait to attend the NJC concert! haha. actually ideally. i wanna go for ALL concerts. but time and money is the factor! =( ahaha. i`m addicted. hooked. i love music.

oooo. anyway, we went to wisma atria during our 3 hr break! cuz wenny wanted to eat sotong mee? ahha. to her credit, it was nice! and we ordered one less plate? and had to go back to order another one. hAHA. so kuku. and i just couldn`t get the chi words out of my mouth. i`m hopeless. haha. i myself was shocked. =(

haha. couldn`t finish the food cuz we ordered quite alot of food? the iced milo was nice! haha. especially in comparison to the milo we get in PJ. haha (:

hahah. long weekend ahead! one day down! hahaha. nothing really productive? cuz i went to slp again. very tired. but at least i`m refreshed now? haha

no mood to blog. i`m currently blog hopping.

MORE NXT TIME! (:

2006-05-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

wooot! i like NP. the environment is damn nice? condusive and all! the library is nice la! much much bigger than PJ like a hundred times haha.

nahhh. not really la. saw some dunearn pple when i went there ytd! junwen? ahha. looked thinner! shocked to see him though. MET CAT! damn nice talking to her again! (: heh. in case u`re wondering, i was there to get tickets for vaunt. the MoS thingy. nt that i`m going clubbing! its my friends! haha. went to get them from farley! hmms. NICE desmond accompanied me to NP. wahah. went to explore. felt like an intruder there! cuz we were in sch uni! HAHA. i think nxt time i might go there to study!

BUT must camoflauge first! wear outside clothes there! HAHA. i`ll look so like a poly student! its fun! can study with cat somemore!

cabbed back to PJ (: just in time for PE. but nt before slacking arnd in e canteen for awhile! IT RAINED! i changed into PE attire for nth! =( the guys and some of the girls had their napha! WELL DONE MAN!. ahaha. we then had the ONE HR BREAK. that was sufficient for us to MUG. and mug like hell we did. cuz! i didn`t study the night before! was doing BACKLOG. lol. so i went to a seperate table to study! cuz i couldn`t concentrate. ended up studying with samuel n des. can say it was rather productive!

THEN CAME THE TEST! i made a stupid careless mistake. HAHA. can just bloody kill myself! haha. but its alright. passable. i think it`ll be better than the other test! the one i scraped through. you know what! i feel cheated upoN! ahha i stayed up last night to do the econs essay and the eng AQ and the chemistry tutorial! but only the eng needed to be handed up. the econs essay and chem tutorial wasn`t even mentioned! =( SAD! rare that i do okaye! lol. stupid.

HMMS. i gtg bathe alrready! going out later. i heard choir`s gonna learn a new NICE song?! HAHA. HURRAYYY. i can`t wait.

2006-05-03T03:03:00.000-07:00

i`m literally starving. HAAH. the aroma of the cooked food waffed towards me. tempting!

i skipped choir today! had to go for dental. i have more braces now! i hope i still can eat. is it too much to ask for? i guess not. anyway. today was a good day! had napha! did relatively well. (: except for the stupid standing broad jump that spoiled my record! some stupid D. hAHA

tmr we`ll be having chem test on atomic structure andddd. chemical bonding. i`m gonna be dead. cuz i haven`t started revising. nvm. there`s still quite alot of time ahead. (: pple who haven`t studied yet, WE CAN DO THIS! haha. its definitely NOT insurmountable.

this few days, the posts seem short? ahha. thats cuz i have limited time lol.
had chinese test today. it was alright la. passable.

WOOO. i miss choir. LOL

2006-05-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

haha. i`m back again! just came back. i`m really addicted to blogging. it`s virtually everyday i blog. if not this public one, its the private one. AHAH. (:

listening to a song 'love at first sight'
do you believe in it? haha. i sortof do. (: not as in you get totally absorbed with how gd looking the person is. BUT you`ll get a gd first impression. AND you`ll get to know the person! HAH.

cathleen is online.. WOO. yet to post her letter! hahaha.

i`m wondering how to phrase my innermost thoughts. cuz i don`t wanna blatently write it out. HAHAHA. must kick it up a notch. make it idiotic to read what i`m writing. (: lots of things to write though.

tmr i have to go for dental. =( i`ll miss choir. i think i`ll go awhile and leave early.

TMR LEARNING NEW SONG.

don`t you wish at times, pple knew what you thought without you voicing out? i like this font. it makes the words look cute.

i wanted to put this in white colour. ahha. so its kindof invisible, and i`ll see how many pple can read this.
i don`t like him. this will go under the type of friendship where we become close friends. doesn`t this sound familiar? haha. its happened before.

AHAHA. how dumb. (: i found out some stuff from friends today! this morning! ahah. kuku yumin told me! i nvr knew! ANYWAY i have to search for the chat log don`t i!? SORRY. (:

tmrs my chinese test. have to do econs essay, english AQ, study for chem test. andddd. chem tutorial, math tutorial, math ws. ALOT of wk. but i kindof look forward to CLEARING it. don`t you think you feel extremely productive when the huge STACK of work diminishes and goes. POOF. gone. amazing. the sense of accomplishment. muahahhaa. i dislike PE nw. ahha. keep running. but i think tmr we`re doing the 5 stations.

okokaye. enough crap. OH YA. forgot to mention. today during some break. we were being super super lame! jiaqi was telling us those lame jokes/riddles. making me laugh till my sides ached. OMG. ahhaha. fun day. PJ played against JJ. 17-nil. we won. DUH. hAHAHA. got us to cheer for them what! ahha. sure win one. (: okokoaye. BYEBYE

i love school.

2006-04-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

HEY. i`m tired. i wasted my whole two days.

i`m dead.

tests coming up.
physics first followed by GP chi den CHEM. den econs. MY GOSH.

summore still left my chem tys. english AQ wk. math tutorial 5 & 6. annnnd. alot of shit ass backlog.

hais. and what am i doing blogging?!

HAHAHAHA. shit. i really don`t care. but i want the grades.

LUCK can`t really help me now.

(:

before i leave. my famous last wds. 'i can do this' HAHA. stay awake!

2006-04-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

HAHA. dunno why just now i rmbed all the things we did in dunearn!
anyway sheila they all made the name thingy for the girls in the second row (lockers)

HAHA.

mine is in... TAH TAH TAH DAHHHH.

PURPLE! (:

i like litchies colour.

anyway, pE was slack today. shuttle run need to bend! hAHA. i scolded profanities while running. no such thing nxt time! AHHA. i can`t swing if i jump. so i just jumped like that! (: heh!

nxt wk is napha alreadyyy.

lots of tests coming up. i think tmr we`re going to coffee bean to do our PW? not sure leh. nt very confirmed. alot of us go tgt. so when each other is pissed off with their grp, we can leave and go solo. join the other grp. HAHA. cool right.

woooot. i like this template too! MUAHA.

2006-04-27T02:56:00.000-07:00

remember the times we used to play around in class. the maggie noodle club. where we`d use the 'stolen' flask to cook our noodle. remember stealing chopsticks from the auntie downstairs? remember our secret language that no one could decipher. the code where we would say and we all understood instantly. sunny and the jukebox? remember singing duets in class just before PE. going down for PE late, and sauntering there like you were the first one there. remember cheating for napha? in sec 3 of course. remember the soccer we`d play as a class, united as one.

i remember the time i used to stand outside the girls toilet to do work. during peer tutoring. cuz i couldn`t concentrate in the noisy class. i rmb stanley talking to me there. watching soccer there just before mr oh`s lesson. and ain and aisyah would be telling us ' mr oh come alr!'. rmb bangseh-ing our peer tutees. and the peer tutors sitting in a grp together. rushing so that we could go back or out. ASAP. rmb the long hours in school. everyday that ended at 5 plus 6? i even rmb the time i stood outside, and did work on some dustbin cuz i was pissed off.

the long talks we had in the toilet. somehow, the toilet made us have the mood to tell our xin shi there? sad stories, funny stories. haha. splashing water at our classmates. disturbing the pple inside the toilet peeing. i can rmb the time when the third level toilets couldn`t be flushed! gross. haha. i rmb spilling the tray of milo drinks in the canteen. so suey.

lots of memories.

the feeling of nostalgia.

2006-04-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

haha. hello! just got my PW grouping today. surprise surprise! my group members are pretty good! HAHA. (: i like them quite alot.

desmond in my group again! HAHA. he`s in ALL my groups la. =) spastic!

nth much to update! just that i`ve got another phone! hahaha. no more tsunami when you talk to me HAHAH. the reception is CLEAR. ahhahaha. wooooot. now dominic can`t complain and whine (: HAHAHA..

quite tired.

luckily nowadays like got virtually no work? AHHA. thank god.

math test ytd was alright. ahha. nxt wk--econs, physics, chemistry AGAIN.

i hope i do well for physics! haha!

this is like POINT form.

NO MOOD TO BLOG. but the mood in school today was HIGH. ahaha. monday i was feeling the monday BLUES. glad that now i`m alright. it`s no fun when you`re moodless for everything?!

2006-04-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL.

2006-04-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

HEY its my 200th post in this blog! everyone say cheers man! HAHA

okaye. that was lame shit. but who cares! haha. todayyy. our group (kindof) went to town. to eat pepper lunch! ahha. MY FIRST TIME OKAYE! haha. so no one can say i`m 'suaku' anymore? *hints desmond* HAHA. wooo. its alright la. lisi was like teaching me how to cook? haha. so cool la. (:

denn we headed to far east to look at clothes. wanted to get cheap tank tops for the designing thing. but we couldn`t find any. actually this is the first time i`ve been to far east for the longest time. the last time was with ain and aisyah. imagine that! its eons ago! hahahah. somehow just forgot abt far east? or i just didn`t bother. haha. anyway its better now. just tt not in a very convenient location. ahha.

PE was alright! only two rounds of warm up. thennn, we had to do all the stomach exercises. i wonder if i can laugh properly tmr. but in the meantime i still can! MUAHA. this kind of PE is much better than the running one! running one i can DIE man! haha. seriously. for the fifteeen minutes of 2.4 run you`ll just be telling yourself mentally, urgh. i wanna die. haha! this shoes my LOVE for running.

okaye. i shall hunt for some new template. this is boring.

2006-04-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL! ahhaha. sorry for not blogging often. BUSY GIRL HERE OKAYE!

anyway i`m quite excited now! TMR ME AND SHEILA`s GONNA BATHE AFTER PE. ahha. i dunno why. but it seems exciting to me! mauhaha. den i was like telling desmond. i want a hair dryer. (((: okaye. den he asked me 'ur house got no hair dryer meh?' HAHAH. wth. spastic mood!

i heard pioneer rugby lost to SA 16-nil? MUAHA

anyway during practical, we went through our tutorial stuff la. then suddenly it started to rain! HAHA. damn damn heavily. the sky turned totally BLACK. ahah. okaye. not really la. but it was ominious! but i loved it. i disliked the thunder and lightning! but it was really hilarious seeing all the girls putting their palms up to their ears to cover it. AT THE SAME MOMENT. haha. seems totally spastic to me! the lightning really scared us la. so sudden. hAHA.

I shared umbrella with NI NI again! haha. diaos. we just laugh the whole way again. like 2 idiots. btw NI Ni isn`t ninny. BUT wenny. heh. insider joke.

she`ll kill me when she sees this! WOOOOO

i don`t feel like blogging anymore!

CHEERS TO ALL.

2006-04-13T06:17:00.000-07:00

if you have been tagged,you are to come up with seven qualities of your perfect lover.do specify the gender.then,list down and tag another seven bloggers on their pages.if you've been tagged,you need not do this again.

let's start. gender: male
1. must be taller than me! (but this is easily fulfilled cuz i`m quite SHORT.)
2. gentlemanly? HAHAH. not those stingy poker kind!
3. smart. i can`t stand stupid guys.
4. can be able to crap with me, make me laugh!
5. understands my varied emotions. (sensitive)
6. if possible, musical inclinations! helps if he can sing, or play instruments!
7. decent looking. cannot be those that i look already, wanna puke. HAHAHA.

OKAYE. i`m done. the people i`m tagging are
-yumin
-yingqi
-dominic
-christine
-yingjing
-eliza
-lisi

HAHAHA. just do it la. nice to think of ur IDEAL partner actually. ((:

2006-04-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

HAHA. today i went back to dunearn for speech day! felt quite nostalgic while walking past the block of flats where we used to frequent. not really frequent, but as in where we have to walk pass to get to our busstop. brought back alot of memories. HEH. AIYA. so much hype over the prize thingy. we didn`t even get cash. just 'times' vouchers. nothing much la.

i want money not vouchers! i`m quite broke.

dominic crashed PJ TODAY! ahha. quite happy to see him again. still as lame as ever, although we didn`t talk THAT much in school. more like AFTER we left the compound. i started to warm up and be super lame! especially at the polyclinic! WAH. did you know, polyclinic have to wait damn damn long?! lol. lucky they had ME and SHAWN to accompany them. we`re so good right?! I KNOW.

hehh. anyway. spent the afternoon saying the stupidest things and the most random stuff. a change in highness! you know the type of crap generated is a different sort from the one i`m sprouting nowadays? but it really feels good.

i`m tired. i`ve lots of work that i`ve not passed up. haha. cuz i skipped GP today. left school early.

whenever i talk to stanley. i feel motivated. HAHA. for that short period of time. ehs. sayyy. 20 minutes? AHHA. i have lots of GP work! still left math tutorial. i still dun get the economics thing. haven`t read the notes or listened during lecture. nvm. i can do it!

AIYA. tmr`s gd friday. got holiday! but i have to abstain from MEAT. sad sad day. but it`s nth compared to what jesus sarcrificed for us. hAHA. i`m holy okaye. dominic gave me a kuku bible. damn thin la!

OKAYE. enough rambling. bye!

2006-04-09T04:24:00.000-07:00

HAHA. i`ll type more nxt time. just felt like blogging randomly just now. looks out of place doesn`t it? anyway. school has been alright. tues is the chemistry test!

announcement! can darrell, jiaqi, nicholas, richard be reminded to listen to monday`s announcement? cuz we`re choosen by our GP teacher to be debators for the inter-class debate thingyy. and i forgot to tell you all. hAHA. 1 person will be the timekeeper, 3 speakers and 1 chairperson! HAHA. ((:

okaye. i hope they read it. anyway! i think i`ll slp early tonight!

this post will be sparse, of details. don`t feel like blogging lehh..

i found some nice english phrases! but i`m lazy to type it out. another day perhaps?! OKAYE. bye!

2006-04-09T04:20:00.000-07:00

The globe spins. Mountain ranges skim my fingers: there is static above the Arabian sea. Pakistan is split in two but undivided. this world is out of date. Rain outside. If it reaches Karachi, the waves will swell further. The airport, though, is inland. From there to here is no distance at all if you look at the map of the world. But distance is not about miles and kilometres, it`s about fear. Who said that? Someone who wasn`t married to a pilot, i`d guess. I unscrew a jar of ink. scent of smudged words and metal fills the air. 'Do all tentacled creatures produce ink, Raheen? Does the cuttlefish? Can you write on the waves with cuttleink?' i close my eyes, and wrap my fingers around a diamond-shaped bone. I still hear the world spinning. I spin with it, spin into a garden. At dusk. And yes, those are shoulder pads stitched into my shirts. 1986

2006-04-09T04:17:00.000-07:00

he held out a hand to me, and i don`t know if i resisted because i lacked the courage to stare down the precipice on which his life verged or because i was straining every sinew to pull him alongside me on the midnight shore adorned with phosphorescent starfish. the tide lifetimes away from submerging all that beauty.

2006-04-03T05:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO! hahaha. today is a really happy day. i`m not sure why. but even though i`m supposed to be dead tired. cuz i slept at 1 plus due to the workload. hahaha. i felt damn enthu? better than other days actually. except when i was in the sun! HHAA. bloody hot la.

wooohooo company was great! wenny and sheila were super mad today! together with me. made weird sounds along the way. played BINGO with sheila during physics lecture. talked alot to desmond during econs lecture. chinese we crapped some shit out and the teacher said it was great la. (: WAHA. but i still have to do my PI thingy. for projectwork shit. aha. i bought something for jiaqi. it looks damn spastic! HAHA. anyone wanna share with me?

luckily i have an umbrella in my locker. it really comes in handy! lol.

i still have to do the other econs mindmap. the reflection. the redox tutorials. the undone 1d tutorial for mole. ehs. the eng annotations thing. the GP article thing. theeee. math differentiation thingy. math ws too! WAHA. lots of work. but with a positive attitude, i guess i`ll do it rather fast!

waha. my sis is irritating me. trying to make me laugh. TO NO AVAIL. really not funny leh. waha. TOO BAD.

i wanna change my phone!

i dunno why i can`t access christines blog! DUMBDUMB!

i wonder how was the canoe training today! samuel. stan chris. des?! HOW! HAHAHAH!

OKAYE. BYE WORLD. i love the way you revolve on ur axis. i love the way the grasses smell and look just after the shower. i love the different myriads of designs of clouds. i love the way the sun shines on me. or the rain that falls on me. i love the fresh scent of dawn. the carresses of the wind that fingers my hair. i love the autumn leaves that look all rustic and amazing. the crunchy sound emited when i step on dry leaves? HAHA. okaye. enough said.

today is a start of a brand new era. for me at least. all hates/bad feelings/misunderstandings shall be forgotten. cleared. every lil trace wiped out. lets start from the beginning alright?

PASS THE LOVE AROUND.

2006-03-31T17:14:00.000-08:00

HAHA! i thought today i could sleep till later! but. the drilling is worse then when my house had renovation! so spastic. so its 920 in the morning now. eh you know what!? ytd i saw two indian workers holding hands at my void deck! haha. looks so disgusting la please! muahahah. i was like wanting to laugh but cannot laugh! difficult to control okaye. but luckily i was tired! haha. so the urge to laugh was nullified.

anyway, i`m quite happy that i`m at least close to pple from my class! sam.des.kiat.sheila.wenny.lisi! hahaha. they rock la.! always making me feel spastic during lessons and doing kuku things! we took neos on thurs! 9 pple squeezed (: that kuku lisi wasn`t there. haha. but there will be lots of oppourtunities YAY!

wenny is getting her voice back. OMG. ahahha. she`s gonna keep suan-ing me already. haha. cuz during GP i keep disturbing her now. but she`s still eating all the dumb things la eg. snickers bar, pockey, twisties, cold drinks. everything la! crazy one!

the physics lesson was quite boring. and all of us was hungry. except desmond. wenny and i went canteen to appease our hunger. haha. the teacher caught me but not wenny la! even though she was eating so openly! haha. but we kindof hecked! (: listened alil to him though. almost died. haha. luckily she went. or i`ll stone there like a STONEFISH! hahaha.

haven`t bought LCY`s present yet! haha. soon la. definitely not 6 months later.

hehh heh heh! the weekends will pass damn fast, you won`t know where it went! =( haha. but at least school is alright! monday must wear tie! remember to bring! haha.

for today! buying stuff is on the top of my list! =D HAHAHAH

2006-03-28T21:52:00.000-08:00

haha. i think i was being stupid last night. ignore the previous entry la. actually they didn`t say much. but i just made me think of the past and all the silly rumours i heard regarding me and my friends. even cat wasn`t spared from this kindof shit. haha. thanks mingfen for ur concern! (:

i just skipped the talk. actually my appointment is at 4.20 :D ahhaha. but i`m not going for the talk la. waste my sleeping time okaye! sleep time soon. quite tiring. running again. 2.4 and extra four sets of 15 sit ups. haha. but its okaye! I LIKE THE TEACHER ALOT. ahha. he really reminds me of mr jason ong. ( my choir instructor--dunearn) the motivating factor for me staying in dunearn choir. even though cat pangseh-ed me n QUIT. i stayed. haha.

tmr running again i guess. =( i don`t wanna dissapoint the teacher. when the 2 rounds that time. the last two laps. the teacher was like 'pauline, why`s ur timing 5.09 i thought you were doing fine just now.' so i think tmr i`ll try harder? and stop stopping. yuhan is quite a motivating girl hahaha. whenever i stop, she`ll ask me not to. but today i was seriously tired la. haha.

nice pple. (:

okaye. dreamland awaits my presence.

2006-03-28T04:01:00.000-08:00

heard some rumour abt me today. from our class. hahaha. expected. i was just waiting to see when rumours will pass. haha. i have fate with rumours and gossip mongers. (: they`ll be with me for life. maybe pple`s lives are too mundane? and need my affairs to spice it up. haha. in that case--a big welcome from me. don`t bother with the gratitude. save it pls. :D

i`ve alot to say deep inside. but it seems i can`t post it out 'LOUD' here. cuz they`re alot of pple reading this.

i can`t help but ponder. what`s the big commotion abt me mixing with the pple from dunearn. i can`t help it that they`re guys yea? and anyhow. you`d best not judge me. you are neither impeccable nor flawless. and i have my faults as well. why not we give each other leeway and i`ll meet you halfway. you know me less than a month? can you safely say that you can understand me and my inner psyche? do you actually KNOW me. the real one beneath the smiley/laughing/bimbo-tic/straightfoward facade? or should i say, my other personality. knowing me takes a long time. i can safely say less than 10 pple know what i`m really really like.

hmms. i especially hate it that they didn`t say it straight it to me. tsk. at least when i dislike someone or something. the person will be one of the first to know. at times i wonder why PJ is so much like dunearn. (: anyway. i hope i`m not seen as competition with them for the guys attention. i think they treat me as a guy. and i treat them as girls. why am i explaining this to them? this is ridiculous. all in all. we`ve been gd friends in dunearn when graduating. being in the same clique n all. so.. think whatever you want la. haha. exercise ur creativity.

i feel like bitching more. BUT. its time to stop ranting

okaye. school was quite fun today. had the usual lessons and stuff. crapped and disturbed wenny like hell during GP. I LOVE IT MAN. her reaction damn funny. (: YAY-ness. kept talking during GP. after that had to stay after chem prac. cuz had chem make up lesson. i went. ended up talking. hahaha. so useless also la. heh. prior to that went to long john silvers. i ate damn damn fast! and guess what! I SAW YINGQI THERE. actually i didn`t see hewr and she didn`t see me. jennie! being sharp eyed saw! ((: YAY. LOL. i was grinning like hell la. more happened at lot one. shall tell sheila they all tmr. MUAHAH.

thursday-- our 'cliques' outing. ahaha. clique day. not class. haha. though everyone is from our class. (: buy locker stuff! beautify it.

I CAN OPEN MY LOCKER ALREADY. with gd practice. and a gd 'master key' or rather. lock opener--DESMOND. ahhaha. he`s pro at opening locks. hahahaha.

i guess this is a big improvement in blogging compared to the past few meagre entries and sparse details? HAHA. TAG ME!

2006-03-27T17:10:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL. i`m currently in the computer lab now. hahahaha. long time not activated my blog. ((: i know you pple have been waiting for my entry. HAHAA>. but you all have to wait tilli`m home! AHAHAHAHHA. cuz the teacher is walking around. surveying the class. OKAYE. more nxt time. MUAHA! love you all

2006-03-19T03:32:00.000-08:00

wahlao! i can`t believe i fucking lost my earrings. and my favourite one at that. if i found out who took it or moved it. i`ll kill the person. =( damn sad la. and pissed. BLAHHH.

not that it costs alot. 28bucks only. some stud thingy. but! so mafan to buy. and to buy the exact same thing would be rather moronic. i`d rather lose a more expensive earring that i don`t wear as often!

okaye enough abt that.

tmr marks the real start of school. the prelude prior to that is over. time to really buck up and start going for lessons/lectures/tutorials diligently. i hope my tchers are gd. and that tcher i dislike stop being sucha ass. ahahah! but overall she`s alright la. i just found out that contacts are rather expensive. but i need to ask abt the cost properly before deciding also la. hahaha. different pple different price.

we don`t have our timetables yet. and we don`t exactly know who our tchers will be. i only know my math tcher, coincidentally my form tcher! i`m still sick with flu. kindof sucky. hope tmr i don`t have some sneezing fit during the national anthmn! so humiliating! LOL.

2006-03-18T07:40:00.000-08:00

i typed another post previously. but blogspot had some problem. (:

stupid. haha. anyway. i`m sick. flu. damn dumb.

more nxt time!

2006-03-16T20:52:00.001-08:00

hahaha. i`m damn happy today. cuz i ATE. morning i ate sausage muffin. afternoon ate long johns. hahahah! EH! don`t laugh just because i take pride in small pleasures. MUAHA.

heard from the guys that romp was boring? DUNNO LA.

longer post later. alot of pple talking to me! WHAHA

2006-03-15T21:35:00.000-08:00

haha. have nt blogged for some time. ehs. I BOUGHT MY BAG ALREADY!

i have not seen anyone but me carrying it throughout singapore. ((: YAY. i quite like it. i read urban today! massive shoulder bags are officially in. anyway. i went with the 'dunearn grp' to orchard to get stuff and talk. heh. desmond bought an adidas bag too. rather nice la. but needs to sling across the body to make it nicer. heh. everyone`s like wanting to change bag suddenly. kiat heong needs to change his bag la. FASTER CHANGE.

i feel like buying clothes now.

DID i mention that i met cat ytd? i went to her workplace to look for her. den she hadn`t taken her lunch break yet so she walked talked laughed crapped with me! its damn nice to see her again la. hahaha. went to check out stuff that we wanna get too. she needs a laptop in poly. (: ehs. she keeps tempting me with food la. =(

i can`t eat properly. due to SOME braces in my teeth. haha. but no one can see it leh. its like kindof hidden. secret okaye! HAHAHAH. anyway. can lose weight.

alot of dunearn pple are going to romp tonight. tsk. hahahaha. i`m broke at the moment. can`t make it den. ahahah. but i think it`ll be quite fun cuz of the pple? hmms.

i think i`m gonna make another blog. see how la. haha.

2006-03-13T01:29:00.000-08:00

i wanna get the bag i saw! i think it`s time to change my blogskin! its been some time. but i`ve no time to do it now. going out later. I JUST WOKE UP ANYWAY.

i have lots of things to get leh. i think i can go mad. (: MUAHA.

ehs. i hope my teacher will get less strict throguhout the course of the 2 years. some like to start strict if not we`ll climb over their head right? i hope this is the case! LOL. i really miss cat!

okaye. this will be a random post. like bullet points alright?

yeah! no more big earrings. sad sad.

why nowadays i can`t find nice shoes/heels/slippers ah? where has all the nice footwear gone?

desmond they all says they are going for breakfast daily? hahaha. so kuku man! den that means i must wake up early? i lost wenny`s blog addy too!

MY BAG. where is it! ahhahaha. anyway i`m currently using my brothers crumpler bag. i think its quite ugly. black one. but des says its nicer than mine! BLA.

what time is the class BBQ ah? haha. i wanna knowww.

today i was feeling kindof moody. but snapped out of it. I FORGOT TO BRING MY HOUSEKEYS LEH. hahahaha. so spastic la! went lunch-ing with chunyu.des.sam.kiat.chirs.mf. hahah.

okaye. have to go out now! (:

2006-03-10T18:34:00.000-08:00

ytd we finally had our roadrun n orientation campfire! hahaha. it was rather fun (: even though the rest of the orientation was indefinitely less exciting n thrilling in comparison to the previous one. but to me, the campfire was better this time. maybe it`s because of the venue? or the fine weather? or even the atmosphere. hahaha. desmond cy n kiat ran away from their OG to join me at POLO! haha. funfun. i even danced with desmond! hahaha. first time! the day before i danced the mass dance with samuel. wahaha.

actually i might be more attached with my group if i hadn`t always ran away at the slightest opportunity. but anyway. the pple there were not SO my type. hahahah! maybe i would have tried harder to make more friends if i didn`t go for O1. O1 was the blast! haha. my group was super fun! i really miss them! and those who left PJC already. pple like yingqi.yingjing. but at least i caught up with them ytd! haha. seriously missed.

anyway my class is gonna be rather fun. there`s sheila. wenny. lisi. samuel. desmond.kiat. and the marcus lookalike! hahaha. but the rest don`t seem to be that fun or what la. or maybe it`ll take time for them to warm up to us. but actually i don`t really fancy the teacher. but o well. you can`t have everything. i just hope that we`ll keep it neutral between us. cuz i don`t think she fancies us THAT much too.

haha. btw i actually LIKE PJ`s uniform. but i hate the rules. eg the earrings part. and the one where the ear studs must be of a specific colour! black. white or silver. lol. no bigger than a DOT too. hais. then liddat must keep taking off and putting on my earrings. like previously in dunearn. :\ MAFAN. ytd shawn had his ipod nano confiscated! haha. he`s seriously pissed off!

anyway i just realised PJ guys run quite fast! lol.

i tend to type longer entries when noone`s talking to me on msn or when i`m not signed in. hahaha. that explains the hurried entries previously. (: sorrry.

i hope everyone`s doing fine and stuff! hahaha. BYE

2006-03-09T05:22:00.000-08:00

hahaha. been going for breakfast everyday. damn spastic leh. next week`s a holiday. but it sure won`t feel like one. have to go back to school virtually everyday! blah.

life in PJ is still alright. hahaha. got those fine classmates of mine! though most are guys. but thats the way it has been since sec 4. MUAHA. i bet alot of pple must be thinking why or what. but. haiya. lazy to explain.

i think i like him.

haha. okaye. that was random. but.. aiya. it`ll only be a crush!

more nxt time. anyway! KIAT HAS A PHONE. i`m amazed! i hope des gets top 20 tmr! den he`ll give me his badge! (: mine is damn ugly now!

2006-03-07T03:25:00.000-08:00

anyway. second day of orientation. my OG is getting livelier. BUT. at snails pace! i`ve got lots of stuff to rant abt. but it`l sound you all out on how bitchy i really am! but i was seriously pissed. not only with e general office thing. but the 'catching' and the POLO guy. wtf. haha

extracted two more teeth. mouth still alil numbb. i think pple still won`t see the difference. ahahhaha. ehs. you know. when u can`t talk. you`ll really start to reflect a whole lot more.

desmond kiat n sam will be taking same combination as me. but we might be separated leh. cuz... MCE got alot alot of classes. sheila also same combination i think! lol. i wanna take lit lehhh. but i know its very subjective. and it`s not gonna guarantee results =( needless to say its something i`m really quite interested in and it`ll really be gd exposure. but once i`ve decided, i`ll nvr look back already.

i really wanna excel. i think we can do it. we`ve already made it this far. we`re strong! and i believe in us. LOL. prep talk.

haiya. no mood to blog.

2006-03-06T01:37:00.000-08:00

hahahahaha. i like this keyboard. it`s really crispy. (according to kiat n cy) lol. super spastic sounding. --alliteration! you learn something new everyday. muahahahah. anyway today`s orientation was bloody boring. the dunearn pple came to school together. after meeting at macs for breakfast! nice catching up with those lame brains! super cute. whoa. first day at school. really saw alot of familiar faces. though not all were from the first 3 mths la. its mostly like.. church pple. tuition friends. and secondary school friends.

samuel is in the same OG as sheila. i think their OG got hope leh. like not that bad. might be crashing their OG tmr. or chunyu`s OG. i made friends w CY`s og pple. cuz mine was like. super super super boring. and uninspiring. kept leaving. and they didn`t even wanna let me leave la. i just LEFT. who cares la. being with them.. tsktsk. but maybe my mind will be changed tmr. after school. we went to eat pizzaaaa. rather filling? now we`re at weiliangs hse. cuz we bought his present (: YAY. hahahahaha. he`s not home yet. suddenly i rememebered we haven`t gotten him a present. for damn long. so i felt GUILTY. hahahaha. went to buy today. it`s rather kuku? but it comes straight from the heart.

i`ll update more tonight? when i`m back lah. remind me to bring PE shirt tmr! playing wet games i gather? lol. HOHOH. tmr`s a brand new start!

2006-03-04T06:03:00.000-08:00

ehs. also abit weird. i hope i don`t stick to all the dunearn pple for the 2 yrs. as in they`re a great bunch. but the purpose of going to a new institution is to expand ur social circle too? yes? but it`ll be great for orientation! i just bought my uniform! but then ah. the place was damn congested with students. like as if it`s free or something. saw alot of pple i knew. damn odd. lol. and guess what, while waiting, there was this fan blowing from underneath, and i was wearing some skirt. hahaha. quite funny trying to hold all the clothes, ur bag, and keep ur skirt from flying up.

the PJ skirt is quite long initially. hahahaha. i just realised. must go alter. .

meanwhile i must keep feeling upbeat. think positive! don`t think of the lousy time we`lll have. if not we`ll really have a lousyy day. lol. :D

conflict of emotions.

2006-03-02T21:05:00.000-08:00

OMG. haha. this is so hilarious. PJC will be bombarded by the influx of 4e2 students! or maybe not. got samuel. desmond choo. shawn lee. LCY. christine. mf. stanley. wenxiang(monster). kiat! and... MMM. yumin. not sure who else. but it`s already quite alot right! lol and at least it`s not e weird weird pple. the pple are all NICE. from dunearn one la. and e results of this batch of dunearn pple are all not bad. less den 15? or around there one. hahaha. (:

but i doubt we`ll be in e same class la. just schoolmates! but it`ll be cute!

although i`ll really miss mao mao (aka matthew). he`s leaving us to go ACJC. blah. haha. he`s like one of the nicer or nicest guys in class. that`s close to us. hmms. miss his musical influence and tennis playing! or whichever sport. but he also can`t stay in PJ la. so many bad records. tsk. CWO. late. truant. the list goes on. hahahaha.

at least xue er wenny sheila they all also staying! hahaha. but no clara! aiya. she`s going JJ. =( ahahah. thanks for the time-out(chocs) clara! if you`re readinggg. muaha.

wonder where YJ n YQ going? tell me! haha. okaye. end of post.

2006-03-02T01:40:00.000-08:00

i went to school today. shouldn`t have gone. seriously. i only went for one lesson. math. but during that time. i was reading economics notes. hahaha. i didn`t go for the test. but i heard it was quite okaye? haha. abt the PPC curve thingy. scarcity. opportunity cost.. etc. i know all abt that! wasted tt i didn`t go. haha. ehs. PON the rest of the day. after math. was feeling damn horrible. then samuel msged me. so we met at macs there. teach him math. and do some work there. ahha.

so i didn`t go for GP. physics and PE. ahha.

i wanna cut my hair. and go but the PJ uniform cuz i know that i`m sure to be there. first choice what. aha. den can bluff pple tt i retain or what. no la. just tt PJ`s skirt nicer. i wanna get new bag too. no nice bags leh.

i can`t wait for orientation. make more friends. blahhh. anyway. i think i dun like anyone now la. wait for new intake den we shall see. i really dun know what to say now. haha. though i have alot of things to blog. not the daily mundane things. but my take on stuff. but i guess it`ll have to wait to later? cause the computer is not really available to me frequently. haha

2006-03-01T03:46:00.000-08:00

hahaha! OMG. i couldn`t update my blog even though i really really wanted to. just got back from lot one. went to meet samuel to let him photostat the notes. ahha. chatted n did lame stuff together. i saw xiuhui! (((: and i saw how her sis looked like finally. muaha. lot one got alot ALOT of pioneer pple. saw the edward pirate. he gave me some funny look. i think they think me n samuel`s together. tsk. childish thinking. hahaha

my weeks been quite lazy too! I FOUND WHERE CATHLEEN YIT WORKS. haha. i went there on saturday to search to no avail. went back on sunday! hahahaha. saw her. kindof excited to see her! me n her always compete every monday to see who can wish each other faster! usually we wish each other a great beautiful week. haha. lots of kuku stuff! but it`s an optimistic start. SMILE PEOPLE~

ehs. finally know chemistry. to think i was so frustrated over chem. (: chem`s like that ain`t it? weird. but when u finally get the damn answer. you`ll be so jubilant, you can cry. ahha. EH! i`m supposed to be in church now! ash weds. damn. haha. sorry god! i`ll come early for mass this sunday. i hope.

HAHA. i`m feeling damn good. even though i had a damn extraction ytd. haha. he gave me the injection n asked me to close me eyes. I DIDn`t even know he injected me la. den i asked him 'did u just inject me?' HAHA. den i just laughed like mad. my lips den started to get numb. muaha. but i can laugh n talk freely now. totally normal. i think no one noticed today. cuz it`s not noticable. even when i give my super spastic smiles/laughs. YAY!

i want orientation to start again. MAKE MORE FRIENDS. you can never have too many. but must keep in touch w old ones too! not old. LONG LONG FRIENDS. muaha. i`m not gonna hate anyone. it places the person at too high an importance. really a waste of my time. though i really dislike it when pple are overly sarcastic even though there wasn`t a need. i get that alot. is it cuz you think i`ll laugh at it? so sorry. i`ll just scrowl at you. and do have the guts to look at me please. if not it wastes my energy to scrunch my eyebrows or whatsoever at you. c`mon. don`t be a coward! +)

and btw! hey dominic! ur xmas present still with me la kuku. MEET!

heard desmond also wanna come pioneer? so that`ll be like ALMOST the group. hahaha. me sam kiat desmond. left kelvin n ben(he comes n goes). and kuku dominic. but it`s better than nothing. maybe cy might come pioneer too. he say see who in SA first. haha. but he does have band to aid him. (:

i wanna get a girl best friend too. i want the best of both worlds. hahaha. alrighty cat is one. but we`re not in the same school now. :\ sad sad sad. but its okaye. absence makes the heart grow fonder yea? haha. sounds cliche n wrong.

i feel like singingggg. wooo. tmr wenny n sheila is gonna PON school. AGAIN. tsktsk. but being the gd, great girl i am. i`m going to school. except PE i guess. NO RUNNING FOR ME. ahaha. unless it`s the track. not the canel route.

i`m sorry yumin for not replyying. i`ll reply NOW. hahaha. so byebye blog!

2006-02-25T07:27:00.000-08:00

omg. my computer is finally unpacked! MUAHA. renovation is drawing to a close. good riddance! lots of stuff have happened this week. i`ve got so much to say. i finally went out w yingqi. watched cassanova! alright show. but not the best. ehs. met up with samuel too! he`s damn nice. accompaning me to eat! heh. shopping for vegetables are fun. ((:

i keep seeing that bamboo. was wondering why so 'lucky' hahaa. someone would die to be in my place. no prizes for guessing who. lol

I FINALLY ATTEMPTED TENNIS. ahhahaha. with all the tennis virgins. hui jun. matthew. xue er. wenny. hahaha. the game is so damn cute! we skipped chinese for that! i`m never gonna skip chemistry again. i learnt my mistake. ahha. no more card games for chem! hahha. bonded with xue er more. (:

wenny ah. she`s super crazy in class. voice damn high. ahha. she makes me wanna laugh. and we`ll all laugh together.

i didn`t go for class chalet. =( dominic too. i wanted thurs. he wanted fri sat. so we`ll totally miss each other. so... both of us didn`t go!

never mind. i guess there`ll be more class chalets to come.

super random. haha. i can`t rmb what i did this week. ehs! i learnt alot of card games. thanks to all the EXTRA free periods we created. lol. ate some disgusting connoction of.. what so ever. black sauce. chilli. green tea. lychee tea. milo. and goodness knows what. i think almost everyone had stomachache! and i kept losing. muaha. dumbdumb. the cards were damn big. maluuu.

had to do this forfeit dancing ballet to titanic ( soundtrack thanks to matthew) hahahah. piano. so i got xing ni to dance with me. and they videoed me! hahaha. they can just blackmail me now man! others had forfeit too la. funny stuff. some had to eat wasabi w banana. whole thing. den another wear guys uniform. den another carry all our bags! etc.

you know that richard hit the tennis ball. super OUT one. haha. was super dulan that time. haha. all the balls like fly out.

EH! i got a damn nice wallet. haha. to me it is anyhow.

OHYA. i forgot. sorry for not going for ur performance. you know who u are yea.

never really contact w andrew already. i missed cat today! wth! i was supposed to locate where she worked. but i walked pass her store twice. and i didn`t see her. maybe she was doing something else! blah. ahahhaha.

davids talking to me now. saying what... he wanna make pple be together. (fake one). super kuku la. he`s tried to pair me up w hardy. den huijun. den he say if all don`t want me. den he`ll be. ahhahaha. IMAGINE THAT. haha. me with funky specs. he deems himself to be the director. say last day. everybody 'break up'. hahaa. lame brain. ahahahaha. OKAYE. i forgot. no more insulting david. ahhahaha. i promised. and no more vulgarities. :D only when i`m seriously antagonised. like when bingshu pushes me again this bball PE. haha. i swear i`ll hit him back. got bruises okaye! and the ball hit my earhole! got blood. =( haha. roughhhh leh. BUT we won. 400 plus goals? to 4. hahaha. COOL right. thats cuz when girls score. the pts double. but guys... too bad la.

2006-02-14T04:12:00.000-08:00

eh i just realised that my computer is going to be plucked out. =( hahaha. for abt two weeks. imagine that. two weeks without msn messenger. the time to see whether i am really addicted to it anot.

i just told dominic abt my posting. hahaha. he keeps saying i`m stupid. wth. say somemore. den i don`t tell you who i met just now. HEH.

anyway i bought two tees today! hahaha. wanted to get that zara skirt. but i resisted temptation. 75 bucks. haha. saw the newurbanmale bag too. but didn`t have the colour i wanted. damn damn damn. haha. bag hunting.

i feel like watching movie tmr. nth much for me to buy now. hahaha.

ate carls jr just now. i almost died. the burger is so frikking big. but i won the 'challenge' lol. now i can go dinner-less. haha. it`s gd la. one meal a day.

2006-02-13T18:28:00.000-08:00

eh! i really like this template. muaha. the play of colours is.. introxicating. ahaha. my new favourite colours. lol.

i think the quote above was from the bible. it`s quite meaningful don`t ya think?

shopping later!

2006-02-13T17:43:00.000-08:00

guess why i`m up and about so early on a holiday?

YOU GUESSED RIGHT. those stupid people are drilling again leh. OMG. and tmr they`re coming to my house to do stuff. thank god i`m going out with yingqi. can escape the noise. blah. imagine sleeping so soundly, dreaming of... haha. then the noise rudely interrupts you, and jerks you awake? now i can`t even rmb what i was so smug about. muaha.

colin got b3 for his eng. i think he should go pay money to check the paper. his standard is A1 standard! i don`t see why jac hung can get an A2. whereas he`ll get a b3. life`s unfair huh. damn ironic peppered with its idiocyncracises and quirks to make life slightly more unpredictable.

i think i`m gonna change my blogskin. alil sick of it.

i just read matthews blog. his command of eng is gd. ((: i likee.

2006-02-13T07:27:00.000-08:00

blah. hahaha. i`m still deciding. you know. i kept changing my mind from ACJC to CJC to PJC. and it kept changing. alot of pple keep telling me that if i go back to PJC is very 'wasted'? but they don`t know stanley has 9 pts and is going there too! muahaha. so no more spearing me huh. ehs the main reason why i wanna go CJC is cuz of LIT. can take at h1 level. if i go PJ. i`m scared they dun let me take biology. den i`m stuck with physics. which i took in e first 3 mths. i cannot make it la. my physics was C5. the one that marred my card.

urgh. CJ pple aren`t that nice la. PJ nicer. ahha. nice uniform too. the reason why i really want to go PJ is i know i`ll work hard there. in CJ or any other JC. i`ll probably just... i dunno how to say. PJ pple do better than CJ pple in A levels. yeahh. SA is nice. but tooo far for me.

CJ OR PJ.

bloody. i`m trying to convince myself.

EVERYONE IS ASKING ME HOW. WHERE i`m GOING. and stuff. i`m so damn damn sick of that. for the last time. i really don`t know can! shut up.

okaye. ask but dun ask incessantly please.

but seriously. CJ is only gd for arts. for arts, they`re the best! haha. just that they don`t have gd sci teachers. but i`m taking like half sci half arts combination. haha.

i think i`ll just put PJ first choice. quite sure now. after typing my stupid entry.
i can`t make it to ACJC. haha. if not i`ll go there i think. alot of my friends are there.

CJ i got no close friends there to tide me over the first day.and thats crucial haha. and i don`t think too much okay. ignore this entry la. super dumb.

SET. stanley n samuel going PJ. cya guys there.
i`ll tell u what i actually posted TMR. haha. tmr i`m going shopping! haha. not dating. stop asking me that qn too. ((:

LOVE ALL.

2006-02-11T20:38:00.000-08:00

finally got the results. haha. got 12. improvement on my prelims la. haha. but i was quite unhappy initially. cuz alot of pple did better den me. :\ den i realised its nt that bad afterall.

ahaha. now i frikking dunno where to go. MAN! its a headache! was thinking of CJC. but heard the teachers are no gd. den thought of ACJC. but i doubt i can make it. with my stupid results. haha. i only got one bonus point. cuz i had irregular attendence for choirrr. LOL. so i`m thinking maybe just put as first choice? but if dun get den go back to PJC la. ahha. cuz the teachers in PJ are not bad. just that i don`t wanna take physics as a H1 subject leh. NO LIT at h1 level. so stupid.

ehs. on a happy note. i got lots of things i wanna buy. hahaha. and i wanna go to the changi fish n co. looks nice la. chatted w cat that night. she also dunno what she wanna do. slacked n talked for close to 2 hrs? shudder to see my bill for the handphone. hahahaa

i haven`t replied YM`s mail. ahah. sorry girl!

and YQ. i`ve nt see you for DAMN long. haha. when i pon. u come. when i come. you pon. hahaha. what is this man! hahaha. funny timing we both have. you wanna go SA? haha. you can la. with your 4 bonus. i only have ONE. pathatic. =(

OKAYE.

2006-02-09T00:49:00.000-08:00

today was a lonely day. haha. only 9 pple came at first? lol. but i wanted to come cuz of physics. the teacher`s nice la. so didn`t wanna disappoint him. and give him a bad impression ((: anyway PE was cancelled due to the intermittent rain. rained damn heavily too.
in class. i was so bored. i started penning sentences.

the deluge of rain mirrors every emotion i feel. the same way it could have been copied by the onslaught of tears--cascading down. never stopping.

anyway. that doesn`t express how i feel lah. just felt like writing. but i couldn`t possibly do an essay could i? anyway we have GP fun quiz today! my group won! clarissa was in my group! her english is rather good too. lol. anyway i think those fajar pple are quite weird. the guy is gay. n super irritating. bursting in song ever so suddenly, and cheering like some idiot. he`s damn gross. keep saying he`s HIGH. guys never get high la. its usually GIRLS. wth. the girl is weird too. she`s damn HIGH apparently. but it kindof pissed me off? cuz it was like so blooody. ACT. like wanna be cute? blah. haha. anyway she knew e easy answers to the quiz n to get e teacher`s attention. she screamed each time. whattheheck la. but still lose. tsk. i think i`m being super bitchy. it`s just that i was lonely probably.

lol. tmr`s D day. i told wenxiang tt if i get more den 20. i`ll jump down due to sadness.

anyway! wenxiang SO reminds me of stanley! lol. dun read too much into it la. he`s damn bad to me la. haha. okaye la. maybe not. but his friends keep teasing me n him. just because he shared umbrella with me. haha. den that stupid stupid wenxiang took the umbrella away. ._. asshole. hahaha. but he`s nice to share in the first place la. BTW. wenxiang is the ex dunearn one. the MONSTER. ahhaha. as i call him. e1 previously.

nth much to update la. wenyi! tell me when to crash den i`ll go. i haven`t talk enough yet! sorry for mainly going with dominic! hahaha. okaye. cya soon

yeayea. thanks for the lil tags of encouragement! ahha. yingjing desmond..etc. ((: you guys rock. haha

2006-02-08T03:05:00.000-08:00

haha. made up my mind finally. crashed ACJC today. didn`t regret it though. it`s really fun to see so many of ur tuition(s) friends/church/primary/outdside friends. those you thought you`ll nvr in ur life see again. lol. didn`t see some cuz they ponned. haha. amazing.

anyway i blended in just fine. didn`t get caught. ((: a big thanks to dominic noel wenyi n whoever that accompanied me. and made sure i wasn`t lonely. gave me tours too. i made a new friend this morning. hahaha. some guy from india. he`s damn smart.

tmr should i pon?! alot of pple ponning. but i didn`t come today too. n maybe friday. ._.

results...
i really hope i do well. or i`ll be damn depressed. lol.

nomood to type. THANKS ALL!

2006-02-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

ehs. actually i`m not sure where i`m going tmr. chalet, ACJC or PJC. still thinking.

i`m torn. actually i think i`ll quite miss school. as in PJ. even for a day. tmr is our nice day la. where we can skip chinese n chill. den we have GP n something else. den we`re officially free. i have a secret. ((: but i think i won`t type it out here. cuz this blog`s read by many.

heh heh. it`s making me uneasy. and anyway, the first 3 mths is going to be over soon. i`d better get it out of my mind quick. blah. thursday i`m not ponning school i guess. matthew better not change his mind n pon suddenly. i`ll so kill him.

my heart is palpitating.

i can`t concentrate now la. supposed to be doing my work. GP essay. econs essay. chemistry tutorial. math tutorial. physics tutorial. lots to be completed.

moody entry this is.

2006-02-05T23:06:00.000-08:00

heh heh heh. i`m not blogged for a damn longg time. been busy. ytd wanted to, but was busy replying yumins long mail. so i replied her a LONG one too. haha. at this rate, we can write a book already la. ((: whahaa. i`m eating chocolate now. ritter sport. quite nice. even though it sounds dumb--cornflakes corn crisp. LOL. dumb name but nice taste. you know, i was damn guilty in chemistry tutorial today. i didn`t do the work. and e pple in my class weren`t responsive. the pregnant teacher was quite pissed. i felt it too. if i were her, i`d feel so damn helpless. u wanna help. but u can`t cuz u dunno what they dunno and they can`t even bother to attempt. what kindof lousy student am i man! =(

from now onwards, i`ll try to be the best i can. in every damn aspect. especially as a friend/student. i`ve never tried to do so before. lol. later i`m going offline to do my undone tutorials. haha. i missed alot due to all the skipping of lectures/tutorials. time to buck up pauline!

amazing how a teacher can have that kindof effect on me. LOL. i should have felt like this at e o levels. den at least i can be sure of a good score later this week. i`m scared. i seriously dunno what i`ll do if i don`t make it. TOUCH WOOD. haha

schools just boring still. sheila n wenny ponned everything except math tutorial. and for that. we just sat down, ate M&Ms, talked, listened to music. can copied the lectures tt we missed. the examples la. tsk. horrible. i`m trying to cut down on ponning lessons already. except chinese, always the exception. the teacher likes to pick on me la. mei yan mei yan. i hate it. LOL.

i miss shopping with cathleen too. i miss her la. long time since we last talked properly or updated each other. i wrote her a letter though. but she`s in e midst of replyingg. we planned so many things to do together. but only fufiled afew. just like me n dominic. haha. we should renew our friendship man!

valentines day. coming. i dunno what to do man. as in what to give. so ma fan. LOL. i used to love this. haha. our chocolate day. giving n receiving flowers ((: sweet.

okaye. time to be conscientious. but not after i blog-hop. heh

2006-02-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

hahah. had choir today. till 6 plus. started at 2 plus? prior to that went to town with two classmates. one from crescent, and e other from fairfield. bought a pair of earrings la. but nth much. cuz we could ill afford the time. ((:

more crazy shopping building up. with YINGQI.

dominic wants to buy shoes. hahaha. must be BATA. ((: i knew it man. anyway i think i`m crashing ac on weds. heh. i dunnooo.

i just wrote yumin a long long letter. nahh. more of email. ohshit. i forgot to reply james. =( lol. he can wait la. nxt time. i feel like cutting my hair. make it thinner. haha. but my mom says it`s a waste of money. cuz it`s tied up anyhow. no difference! BUT i beg to differ! got change in the length n width right. muahaha.

i actually pia-ed my GP work last night. i`m damn gd right. but i didn`t do the rest. cuz i was tired. i can`t rmb what i wanted to post. so this will be kindof stupid sounding. haha. i just try to update daily, so friends tt aren`t with me know how`s my life so far. haha. life`s been alright.

that stupid mavis! ask me not to pon choir. in the end she n yvonne ponned. ahahha. what an ass. ((: i might pon next week.

ohya. i can`t play pool properly. ahah. dominic better teach me again. i`m lousy pok. ((: i`ll have a better learning attitude next time.

2006-01-31T03:53:00.000-08:00

ahha. btw. do i really look like a lesbian. or a malay. haha. i`m so bothered man. eh! i`m straight LA. (((((: stupid.

2006-01-31T03:08:00.000-08:00

i`m so bloody high now! haha. thanks to recent news. MUAHA.

tmr there`s school. kindof dreading it. got used to the holiday feel of things. haha. i`m so dead. lost all my motivation to START doing my work. which is incidentally due tmr. muhaha. feels nice though. like old days. even though i know the teacher won`t punish. and it`s really really MY loss. but.. hahah!

i watched 'i not stupid too' today! it`s really really nice! i liked it alot. better the e first i gather. ((: touching. made me cry alot. HAHA. everyone that went with me cried la. lol. nice nice! must watch. some parts kindof hilarious too. in that lame way. nice to relax. memoirs of a geisha! haven`t watched yet.

i`m not going sentosa with elkins. i`m so sorry. =( i really wanna go though. another time maybe? with a group of closer friends. den it`ll be more fun. haha.

i feel so happy now. haha. love is all around! valentines day is comingg~ woooo.

currently reading a book. some romance/thriller. heh. i swear i`ll attempt my work later. haha. there`s choir tmr. supposed to memorise the lyrics n stuff. but... i`ve not. and i bet mavis n yvonne hasn`t done it too. YAYness. i like the harmony of the choir when they start to sing together. that`s wat made me join choir in e first place. I LOVE JASON ONG. haha. my ex choir instructor! i met him that day. muahah.

anyway COME FOR PJC OPENHOUSE. haha. 3rd january. you`ll be able to see me setting up stalls. ice cream n stuff. n might get to see me reporting in chinese. nah. i doubt i`ll do it. HAHA. but e ice cream thing is definite. ((: BUY from our stall lol. i sound like some bloody promoter! but just come la~ i know you all miss me right. =D more like e other way round. i miss all of you like crazy.

ladies shouldn`t have PMS man. hahaha.

2006-01-29T06:17:00.000-08:00

went to church todayy. ((: heh. choir was pathatic. as in. there were so few pple! didn`t see denise today! so no angbao from her mom! must coordinate w her nxt week. so e children will stand to gain. MUAHA. think i`ll skip school one day to go chalet or shopping. i dislike going town on e weekends. all those jostling n stuff. so not shuang.

shopping w yingqi! ahha. SOON la. haha. i can`t wait la.

i didn`t know e holiday was until tuesday leh. until today. CNY has not much meaning for me you know, i don`t gamble, play dai dee, nor does my family play mahjong. my relatives have mostly migrated. haha. wth. should i watch memoirs of a geisha or 'i not stupid too'?! tell me!

didn`t go town last week. no fate. ((:

went to touch e fountain of wealth! ahhaha. i hope all my wishes come through man! i hate that indian girl from burger king. i so wanna complain! and get her fired. ass.

i can`t sleep tonight! must be e chinese tea.

i can`t make up my mind whether i really like him anot. emotions are so taxing. i just don`t feel like thinking. i think things between us will never work out. simple reasons. we`re too different. though the cliche saying goes 'opposites attract.' it`ll be unfair to either one of us. having to always compromise and be something we`re not. it all boils down to our attitude towards it. we could take this as a challenge-and pull through. or take it as a sarcrifice-and give up after we`ve had enough. is what we have special enough to make it happen? let`s give it some thought.

2006-01-27T01:02:00.000-08:00

hahaha. didn`t blog for some time ((: had school n stuff. lazy to blog too la. but not anymore.

on thurs, i had PE. running e stupid 3.2--canel route. me n mavis ran together. we like kindof half-ran/walked. haha. singing songs too. rather funny. but it was quite tiring la. e sun was being impossible! bearing down upon us like that! i didn`t skip lessons on thurs! haha. accomplishment. heh. but e GP teacher didn`t come. therefore we had 3 periods of extra free time! my class spent it singing christian songs w matt playing e guitar. wanted to dance e fun dance. but couldn`t connect it to play it out LOUD. heh. my class is becoming better. after integrating for awhile.

i wrote a letter to yingqi!

today is smart casual day! but i didn`t wear home clothes as i thought e girls didn`t want too. =( regretted upon stepping into PJC. lol. wanted to go home to change. but was thinking it was alil lame yea? but anyway, at least dunearn uniform looks nice. heh. compared to others la. had CNY celebration too! also had some class party w our seniors. 05S08. we`re 06S08. haha. took mass photo together. YAY. made friends w e guys from tt class. they`re more chatterable. LOL. e girls were like... mingling amongst themselves. haha. they`re nice pple. i saw oliver later tt day.

e teachers at PJ are rather ON. lol. they made this video for CNY. damn funny. them prancing arnd. acting like those indian dancy shows. muaha. and like lil kids during cny. den they went on stage. with their hair in 2 ponytails. lol. hilarious. not all la. but some. great spirit. at least they`re young at heart.

after CNY celebrations. initially was supposed to go out w LCY,stan,wl,shawn. but in e end we didn`t meet la. cy woke up late. weiliang had work till five. stanley, had to report for work cuz his boss needed his help. =( in e end i proceeded to dunearn. w e dunearn pple at pj. met andrew n all there. ate lunch w farhani lol.

me n farhani den left school to go lotone. took same bus as andrew n all. we wanted to catch a movie, but she had to go back for tutorial at some kuku time. haha. so we just walked around like idiots. haha. when lotone was combed. she den decided to walk me home. by e LONG way. haha. stupid way more like it. haha. eating McFlurry. ahha. at least there was ice cream. ((: you know she orders sundae WITHOUT topping? LOL. wth la. so odd

i`m tired after my long walk. lol.

you know, the sec 4`s in dunearn are quite tall. e guys. haha. stupid jiawei n alvin. kept pinching me! n disturbing me. ahha. just because they`re taller. DAMN. lol. n keep asking y i dye hair. haha. but i missed their LAMEO antics la. haha. it`s been a long time. they like my purple crumpler bag. wanna get leh. HAHA. so funny. guys summore.

met teachers like mr koh. mr ng. forgot all abt MR OH. but i don`t know whether he`s still there. lol. i`m his REP. wooo.

thank goodness beauty is subjective. haha. i`ll elaborate another day! going out soon.

2006-01-24T03:36:00.000-08:00

wahaha. ytd. had choirrr. supposed to end lessons at 2.30 BUT it was chinese tutorial. ((: finally decided to SKIP it. together w matthew n sheila. HEH. my form teacher caught me in e canteen. but he just smiled at me n asked me not to be late for class. LOL. i just walked out after that la. went town w ian. just to walk n window shop. he wanted to buy new year clothes. BUT. to no avail. dun have stuff that he likes! tmr might be skipping choir. to get e stuff i SAW. ahhaa

today my some members from my class skipped math lecture. haha. us included la. ((: we stayed for awhile to do chemistry. den. the canteen was damn noisy. so went w matthew they all to e hall. i was AMAZED there. he can play e DAMN piano very very very well. ahaha. grade 8 n beyond la. OMG. all memory work. he`s damn talented. good in soccer/bball/studies--eng,math,sci/can play piano,guitar. haha. i`m seriously amazed. haha. ohya! i played BBALL today. it`s damn funny. i paired up w wenny! we just play play attack/defend n laugh like crazyyy. it felt damn good. cuz e air was so fresh n all. ((: den we played w another pair. one pair attack, another defend. haha! for e first time! i shot e ball into e damn hoop. HAHA. FLUKE. but it was damn funny. we keep saying we`re MBA one. beginners luck i guess. lol

den had full court press. haha. w e guys of course. they were damn nice la. EXCEPT one. who threw e ball to my cheek. aha. PAIN okaye. but overall, fun.

thursday running 3.2? i think so la. thurs PE is running like crazy one. ahha. supposedly la. hohoh. height n weight today too. haha.! i lost weight from e beginning of e year. muaha. must be e sucky PJ food. anyway i can`t wait to get my wallet! n stuff. shirts maybeee?

ohmygod. shawn just told me 8th get back o`s results. haha

e newurbanmale bag i want is 149 bucks. cheaper den my crumpler. haha. should i get!? BLAh. now got some nice stuff. ahha. but no moneyy leh. nxt time i`ll blog my shopping list. LOL. you`ll see how desperate i am.

i got more things to blog. but i forgot! haha. EH! it rhymes.

2006-01-22T03:55:00.000-08:00

hahaha. my brother`s hurrying me. he wants to play some stupid games.

SAM`s bday is coming! haha. got lots of things to say. HAHA. okokaye. till nxt time

2006-01-20T20:17:00.000-08:00

okaye. that day i was seriously seriously gripe-ing. haha

now everything`s all better. the lantern thing is OVER. chemistry is looking up as i did some before hand. math only have to do from qns one to three. even though there are alot of 'parts' to it. haha. interhouse games were ytd! NOBEL! ahahah. i love them man. we were like cheering them on. in the rain ((:

getting used to jc life. rushing here n there for lectures/tutorials. kindof boring. the monotony. feels like clockwork. haha

later i`m going out. ahha. gotta get ready.

2006-01-19T05:46:00.000-08:00

BLAH. i`m starting to dislike this thing. i don`t like to do tutorial work. seriously seriously seriously! especially chem n math. chemistry is so frustrating! mathematics makes me draw damn damn curves n stuff. not e chicken plotting anymore. functions! BUT. the big difference is that it`s much much much more tough. n it`s not 100% definite that we`ll score. unlike in secondary. it`s quite gross. chemistry we`re on moles. but it`s confusing. when they ask for formula units/ions/molecules/atoms. e works. all different ways of asking but all different. :\\\\
i really need to relax. i`ve quit trying for e tutorial work. not by tmr. by monday i guess.

shawn is asking me for help on his GP essay. i don`t have work from GP. it`s rather fun. but e standard of eng in my class isn`t FANTASTIC. like neighbourhood la. haha. e spoken is so damn singlish. worse den dunearn. only e minority can speak well--the disparity is quite extreme. there`s this st margrets girl who is damn gd in it! not e whole school is bad in eng. maybe it`s just my thinking!

had PE today. damn sick. run run run. ahha. but my class is lucky already. other classes had 10 rounds? round e fucking big track. (to me it is anyway) okaye la. ours wasn`t bad. but it`s been so long since PE! if i run 10 rounds. i`ll definitely die. ahhahaha. shawn is gripe-ing alongside me.

ohya. econs tutorial was crap. not lousy crap la. as in. e teacher was crapping. ahhaha. old nice man. ((: I REALLY REALLY MISS DUNEARN.

my class lantern is.. TSK TSK. hahaha. funnyyy.

eh! for tutorial, i think they should bloody print us the answers. if e pple wanna copy den let them la. it`s their loss/agenda! we need to check answers right! if not how we know if we`re wrong?! and how to ask?! dumb right. haha. what independent learning. hahahaha. unless we`re gifted la. PLEASE LA. we try until we give up okaye. countless times. not we don`t wanna do. is we can`t do. seriously.

and for h1 physics. we only have one hr of tutorial n one hr of practical per WEEK. how to learn anything man! hahaha. we`re so screwed. n this is e first 3 mths. if this is 'honeymoon'. i wonder what is e authentic thing like.

suddenly everyone tagged at abt e same time. quite funny. ((: i`ll tag later.

2006-01-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

hahaha. i`m finally back from school! didn`t go out w nicole n yq in e end. as we had our respective CCAs. choir lasted so long! close to 4 hrs. so singing. i`m in love with e guys voices! even if one of them looks uber uber weird. hahaha. i should really describe him. BUT. that`ll be MEAN.tmr i have PE. after sucha long time. heard its running? gosh. hahaha

tmr my lessons end damn late. five plus? i hate thursdays man. ahha. PE in e evening. last period. haha. wth la. now i`m so damn hungry. i`m eating a pack of cripsy M&Ms. YUMMY. hahaha. everything tastes good now.

OHYA. i made e lantern. no la. my class did. looks damn damn stupid. i wanna laugh when i see it man! lol. damn silly. stayed until it was time for choir to start. i still think e assistant CM is useless. ahha. just BOSS. you know, i was so bored during lantern making. i got hysterical. just laugh alot alot alot. horribly. haha. at e stupidest things la. haha. couldn`t do anything right. fortunately, not long after, i headed for CCAs. ahha

3 M&Ms left. ((:

no more M&Ms. end of chocolate story! ahahahah.

choir was . . fun. tiring. HAHAHA. lots of new new new songs. I LIKE. especially learning new songs. haha. my section is nice. haha. but i like one ALTO senior. hhaha. but too bad.

SHOPPING. i miss. haha. but i`m broke. my brother`s bday is coming. ahha. he told me n my sis 'if you all were wondering what to buy, i`d like....' and he kept listing those expensive expensive stuff. WTH. haha. i can`t even buy MYSELF all that. let alone for him. haha. lousy brother.

i ate school food today. haha. how disappointing. HAHAHA. i miss ALL OF YOU ALL. esp dunearn pple. :\ wanna go back for CNY eve? not to see teachers as intended. more of students thoughhh. HEH. tell me!

2006-01-16T22:55:00.000-08:00

school`s so tiring. tmr marks the official start of curriculum. have to pass up some chinese movie review thing first thing tmr morning. wonder how i`m gonna phrase it properly in words. it`s gonna take some effort. today went out w nicole to get stuff n eat. haha. had to get some cellophane paper. for making lantens? i wonder how they`re gonna do it man. they wanted cardboard boxes, egg boxes(transparent) , cellophane paper, tape. haha. it`ll be looking damn silly la. ahhaha. i can predict.

they never got back to me on e interhouse thing also!

HAIS. e assistant CM doesn`t do anything. he just BOSSES us arnd. den does not attend meeting n stufff. WTF. no right at all. where got pple liddat one. sucks right. :
this is full of complaints yea? ahha.

the pirate edward just added me! haha. i call him pirate cuz he dressed up as one. on the campfire! damn nice! hahaha. wearing his kuku rented earring. ((: someone reckons he`s cute. lol.

2006-01-16T05:11:00.000-08:00

haha. today was quite good! went to watch in her shoes. cameron diaz is SO SO HOT. ahahahah. omg. now i know why pple wanna be lesbians! ((: heh. watched w andrew at cineleisure. i`m so sorry wenyi! i didn`t hear u call me. whahaha. anyway i might be crashing AC on weds? maybe la. den we can gossip like nobody`s business. ohya. u know some girl from scgs called kemin? she`s alil weird. from pj choir.

ehs. had to audition again. now in soprano. haha. made friends in choirr la. e standard is rather good. no la. it`s e pple. few in numbers. but they make up with their loud/in tune voices! ahha. n that`s what counts in choir.much much better den those 'demure' dunearn choir that refuses to sing louder. ((: okaye. sounds alil bitchy. but u don`t know how serious e situation is.

i miss yingqi n stuff! ahha. nowadays we don`t meet often. even around school. =( horrible. ahah. but i can`t wait for out shopping leh. ahah. die la. i`m rather broke.

heard tmr i`m ending at 1330? SO LATE MAN. ahha. horrible.
YINGJING! did i tell u i can access ur blog now. ahaha. slacker u.

ohya. i feel like stepping down from being e class monitress. its dammit stupid. haha. have to do so many things! make lanten. ( even have to have measurements okaye) set up stalls for e open house. interhouse stuff. find the list of tchers we have. get paper bags n bloody mandrian oranges. buy materials n crap. esp e stall thing! n e class we`re supposed to collaborate with doesn`t not have a representative. :\ BOO. it`s so not fun.

to think last time in dunearn, i got away from those prefect stuff. hahaha. now it seems like i can run. but i cannot hide from logistics. lol. DAMN.

2006-01-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

kiat heong is SUPER pissed with me. HAHAHA. so funny. making me laugh hysterically. ahha. i keep spelling his name wrong. ahaha. for e longest time alreadyyy.

and. HIS JOB.hahaha. it`s not dirty sponges. which i thought so originally. ahha. its CLEAN. n only have a few SPOTS or HAIRS. ahahahaha. i`m so so SORRY la.

my sec 1 friend. ahaha. four yrs n i can`t spell right. forgive me? ahha

i just keep wanting to laugh when u`re pissed. LOL

2006-01-14T04:56:00.000-08:00

HOHOH. long time since i LAST BLOGGED. cuz my internet connection was being kuku. ((:

i`m like chatting with pple now. haha. feels quite retarded. long time never really go out w dunearn pple. :\ hais. haha. i just posted cat`s letter. nth much to update u all. even though i was bursting to blog just now. ahha. now like i totally forgot what i wanted to say.

ehs. i wanna watch in her shoes. n memories of geisha! andrew! i dunno when i`m free leh. ahha. i hope i can sneak out. hope e security guard keeps sleeping. ahha. just met my CT group. on friday. they`re quite alright. at least got shelia YEO. woohoo. i`m e class monitress. ahaha. they`re gonna regret that they vote me man! ahhaha

anyway! kiat hong has a damndamn stupid job. haha. PLUCK black stuff from sponges! ahhaahhahaha. wth lah. he told me i keep laughin.haha. but not bad. 2 days alr got 2 blue notes in his wallet ehs. ahah so cute. i wanna do also. but they not hiring already.

hahaha. dominic wants to crash PJ. hello! tell me when alrighty.

hahaha.desmond! even kiat hong knows the secret that me n samuel know. (((: AWWW. so SAD.

haha. too busy now. laterrr

2006-01-11T23:21:00.000-08:00

more lectures today. heard pple were sneaking out. haha. it`s easy to do so i guess. esp if e guards are like. dunearn ones? ahah. i miss walking out. esp on fridays when we skip chinese. ((:

i forgot to check which lessons i have tmr. anyway. got pple say me n my OG friend scandalous. haha. wth. just because go lecture together? haha. pls la! i just got my subject combination today. definitely chem econs math. physics--h1.

i hope stanley gets into PJ. with 12 points n less!

shelia is in my class. 06S08? haha. i think so la. hope e pple i know is there. if not will be quite weird also right! yq is at 04. ehs. went w nicole to macs today. for lunch. laughed alot n crapped more.

anyway found of some stuff regarding my eyecandy. haha. he`s officially offlimits. ahaha. i don`t think i`ll even try. hmms.

econs lecture was a bore. so were e others. haha. we arrived late due to no fault of ours, and had to sit on e steps?! aha. so ass right. but e lecturer is retarded man! went for CR too. almost died. felt like mr oh teaching eng all over again.in math i just ket imitating n laughing at e lecturers voice/pronunciation. w mavis. haha. she`s horrible la.

don`t know what song i`ll sing tmr. i`ll decide tmr den.

i`m thinking of getting contacts! wahahah.

2006-01-11T04:03:00.000-08:00

haha! today had lecture! until 9 o clock alright. damn early la. den i went to meet yq,jennie,kh n yh. haha. crashed into physics lecture. but e teacher was so fierce! we were late. and went to sit. den she kindof shouted in e mike 'who haven`t bought e notes for lecture' den everyone raised their hands. den she snapped at us saying 'never buy, den still come here for what.' LOL. on this note, we left the theatre! haha. went to biology`s one. bio is so tough!

alot of stuff that seems rather foreign. even though e gist is there. alot on DNA though. stuff that e nanyang IP students study! lol. i wonder what they will study when they reach our age. haha. nursery rhymes? cuz they started tough stuff wayyy to young. sure have deprived childhood. thank god no biology for me!

hahaha! yingqi. you`re crazy man. but i love being with ya. makes me laugh more. esp those spastic things u suggest. HORRIBLE. haha. great tt we meet again after secondary life. waha. try to stay at PJ leh! okaye. we shall stop disturbing HIM already la. i regret. HAHA. lunch was fun.

tmr i end at 12.30 i guess. our standard time for NOW. friday is e audition for choirr. mavis n yvonne also joining! haha. great man. i love their company too.

ohya. i finally made up my mind to get the purple crumpler bag. even though anna has e same one. BUT, she`s not in my school. so nvm! hohoh. i keep thinking e stock next time won`t be as nice? lol. so, BUY! heh heh.

somehow, i can`t get to yingjing`s blog. suddenly e page will say not responding or something! how come!

STANLEY. tmr`s ur bday. 12th january. haha. my teckwhye pal. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. you really rock. anyway glad you escaped e fire unharmed. must be thanks to me. hahaha. hope ur belongings are alright or something. ur bday is here, and we haven`t even get e belated present for wl. tsktsk. we`re horrible aren`t we. anyway, hope we`ll remain close?! LOL. you`ll definitely do dammit well for o levels! enjoy ur day tmr!

this is IF he reads my blog la. (((: he`d better!

2006-01-09T19:33:00.000-08:00

hahaha! campfire was ytd! ((: it wasn`t VERY gun. but the prelude to it was alright! i loved e continuous non-stop crazy dancing. ranging from the fun dance(bollywood thing), mass dance, chicken dance, ice kachang thingyy. haha. just keep dancing. WOOOO. i like it. it`s one of the best parts of orientation. ohya! INYO`s stage performance was damn nice!

ehs. today andrew n his two friends crashed! first to play bball, den left for work interview, then to find pple! lol. they`re nice la. not gonna elaborate on WHY though. anyway we spent time gossiping n stuff. just talking n laming around. they saved me from something! i`m damn grateful. hohoh.

they then left, and i proceeded to campfire. at first sat w shelia n jennie. budden i left n went to sit w noel n jor. finally yingqi they all came! den we just sat together n had fun screaming. haha. i almost went deaf la! but today it seems alright! haha. YQ screams damn loud. haha. esp tt time during e dance when we first saw each other. ahhaha. my crazy enthu friend!

abt tt cute guy. hahah. i dunno la. i just wanna be friends?

ELKINS! hohoh.

you know, the toilets are automated by sensors! den i went into one. and i walked to e dark part. damn scary. BUT, the lights didn`t come on la. then they were joking, saying tt i`m too short for it to sense me. WTH. hahaha. e one`s at e back of e hall always off halfway. lol

i`m so sorry i didn`t join you all for e canoe-ing training! heh heh. :D

wednesday will be e real start of e school thingy. we`ll have to sit in the parade square with e rest of the student population. they asked us to dye back our hair. haha. but sorry. no money to do it. LOL. anyway, i only have ONE lecture on weds. n nothing else! damn stupid right. hahaha. think one/two hrs only. hahaha.

today feels like a sunday man! n it`s cold too.

2006-01-07T22:47:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey! today`s a cold day. i like.. tuesday`s a holiday. no school.=( no eyecandy too.

just chatted with dominic. caught up with stuff. updates abt our JC`s n e pple there. it`s been a long time. we`re choosing e same subject combination. chem econs maths physics. just that he chose econs for h1. while i chose physics. haha. he said biology is retarded! ((: even though we used to like bio in sec school! YINGQI! TAKE PHYSICS MAN!

ehs. i hope tmr doesn`t rain! our campfire! i can`t wait. but this will also signify e end of our orientation? haha. i still dunno whether eyecandy is attached. lol. must ask around.

heard tt dunearn has a new VP? haha. used to be from AC. funny. where has our old VP gone to? haha.

i`m gonna bathe. more laterr